/u/ChillyPhilly27 out of curiosity, how old were you when you first became sexually attracted to children?
I'm not judging. Everyone has a different journey. For example, my friend /u/ShinJoe became an incel after his slutty mom touched his peepee while giving him a bath.
There's nothing wrong with fucking teenagers. They are the best lay I've ever had. You are in a position to show them how it's done, what to do, and what to expect from further encounters with adults like yourself. Your sexual encounter with a teenager most likely will go fine, but prepare yourself, in this political and legal climate, you might be blackmailed like I was.
I was blackmailed by a 14 year old girl when I was 21. She blackmailed me after our fourth sexual encounter, when I indicated that I wanted to move on, but she didn't want to do that. She enjoyed every last second of what we did. She enjoyed the experience, and the power she held over me knowing that she could fuck up my life forever, if she wanted to. I was scared daily, wondering how I could get out of this mess, because I certainly didn't want to go to prison, or be revealed to be having sex with a 14 year old. She would skip school and call me up at work so we could meet up. I'd constantly make up excuses for why I couldn't be at work, or why I had to leave early, or that I had a doctors appointment that day. It was all for her.
When she started to blackmail me, our power dynamics changed. She was more aggressive, more confident, and more demanding. It was her at this point who wanted to continue our relationship, not me. But at the same time, I enjoyed it, even though I wanted to end this farce way earlier.
It was hard knowing that she could end it by just going to the police and reveal it instantly, and I'd be in jail for a long period of time, no questions asked. But I got to tell you, I was enjoying every last second of it. I have never experienced such thrill, such tiredness, such satisfaction, like I have with her. She would never have enough, she would always want more, and more, and more.
During our encounters, I always wondered, "what if she somehow ends up pregnant, what then?". That question always was at the back of my mind, constantly banging, itching to be answered by me somehow. But I never answered it for myself. She answered it for me.
I am now 23. It is 2 years later, and I recently learned that she has a child. She's approximately 1 and a half years old, and the mother of this child is 16. I do not know the circumstances of how this child was born, she never told me if she thought that she was pregnant at the end of our experience, but I suspect that it is mine, because I know for a fact she didn't have any boyfriends after we split up.
I will wait another 2 years before I show myself before her again. I want to take responsibility for this child, in some way or another, if it's mine. I hope that she will accept me as the father. I truly hope so.
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n/a wwyzzerdd 2017-06-21
I'm beginning to think a majority of SRDines are enrolled at Evergreen 'College'.
n/a menvaren 2017-06-21
I'll just take a wild guess here and say not a lot of SRDines were having sex in high school.
n/a htmlcoderexe 2017-06-21
I'm just here to provide a data point that goes along with your theory.
n/a VaginalAutism 2017-06-21
/u/ChillyPhilly27 out of curiosity, how old were you when you first became sexually attracted to children?
I'm not judging. Everyone has a different journey. For example, my friend /u/ShinJoe became an incel after his slutty mom touched his peepee while giving him a bath.
n/a DennisRader 2017-06-21
There's nothing wrong with fucking teenagers. They are the best lay I've ever had. You are in a position to show them how it's done, what to do, and what to expect from further encounters with adults like yourself. Your sexual encounter with a teenager most likely will go fine, but prepare yourself, in this political and legal climate, you might be blackmailed like I was.
I was blackmailed by a 14 year old girl when I was 21. She blackmailed me after our fourth sexual encounter, when I indicated that I wanted to move on, but she didn't want to do that. She enjoyed every last second of what we did. She enjoyed the experience, and the power she held over me knowing that she could fuck up my life forever, if she wanted to. I was scared daily, wondering how I could get out of this mess, because I certainly didn't want to go to prison, or be revealed to be having sex with a 14 year old. She would skip school and call me up at work so we could meet up. I'd constantly make up excuses for why I couldn't be at work, or why I had to leave early, or that I had a doctors appointment that day. It was all for her.
When she started to blackmail me, our power dynamics changed. She was more aggressive, more confident, and more demanding. It was her at this point who wanted to continue our relationship, not me. But at the same time, I enjoyed it, even though I wanted to end this farce way earlier.
It was hard knowing that she could end it by just going to the police and reveal it instantly, and I'd be in jail for a long period of time, no questions asked. But I got to tell you, I was enjoying every last second of it. I have never experienced such thrill, such tiredness, such satisfaction, like I have with her. She would never have enough, she would always want more, and more, and more.
During our encounters, I always wondered, "what if she somehow ends up pregnant, what then?". That question always was at the back of my mind, constantly banging, itching to be answered by me somehow. But I never answered it for myself. She answered it for me.
I am now 23. It is 2 years later, and I recently learned that she has a child. She's approximately 1 and a half years old, and the mother of this child is 16. I do not know the circumstances of how this child was born, she never told me if she thought that she was pregnant at the end of our experience, but I suspect that it is mine, because I know for a fact she didn't have any boyfriends after we split up.
I will wait another 2 years before I show myself before her again. I want to take responsibility for this child, in some way or another, if it's mine. I hope that she will accept me as the father. I truly hope so.
n/a harrah8083 2017-06-21
Thanks, I came.
n/a bareballzthebitch 2017-06-21
Whoa, that deleted comment was amazing. Too bad it's gone.