You're oversimplifying a complex situation to the point of adding nothing to the discussion.

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2. going to hell for lying - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, snew.github.io, archive.is

3. too late! - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, snew.github.io, archive.is

4. Whole thread - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, snew.github.io, archive.is

5. <strong>"I do this all of the time and he knows that."</strong> - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, snew.github.io, archive.is

6. <strong>"Why wouldn't I win? There was no reason for me to be hospitalized, now I probably have a bunch of unnecessary bills that he should be responsible for."</strong> - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, snew.github.io, archive.is

7. <strong>So my fiance can just abuse the system to get me locked up and no one gives a shit? Great.</strong> - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, snew.github.io, archive.is

8. A bit of self-awareness, for once - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, snew.github.io, archive.is

9. /r/bestoflegaladvice thread - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, snew.github.io, archive.is

10. Background pharmacology details - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, snew.github.io, archive.is

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13. /r/Incels - archive.org, megalodon.jp*, archive.is*

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Deja vu

deja vu

I'VE JUST BEEN IN THIS PLACE BEFORE!

Deja vu Deja vu?

deja vu

I'VE JUST BEEN IN THIS PLACE BEFORE!

HIGHER ON THE STREET

higher on the street

AND I KNOW IT'S MY TIME TO GO!

https://youtu.be/l_3Nhbn1Mx8?t=70

10 mg of Klonopin isn't a small dose but it's not a mega dose either. The max allowed prescription is 2mg at a time (or maybe it's 2.5 mg at a time) so it's only 4 or 5 times the max allowed. And you build resistance to it too

The largest pill is 2 mg, but thats not the "max allowed prescription." If you're taking it for seizures, you might take up to 20mg/day (probably in 2-3doses/day, tolerance dependent, etc.), and typical maintenance dose is 2 to 8 mg/day. But that's also enough to make most people very unconscious, even without booze; unless you're a long term user.

Yeah, fuck it: her ex should have pulled up a chair, helped himself to a beer and got ready for the death-rattle.

I hear Night Court reruns are a frequent thing in Spergalvania: he would have had plenty to do while he waited.

Well then put me on the next train to Spergalvania. How in the hell is that show still not on Netflix or Hulu?

I'm old and I've spent the last seven years living in Red China. Don't ask me about Netflix: It's all a mystery to me

10 mg of Klonopin isn't a small dose but it's not a mega dose either.

Being only 1/8th hillbilly, I obviously have only a mere fraction of your wisdom in re Rx drug abuse . . . but 10 mg of clonazepam still sounds like Trouble.

Super hard to OD on it, but super easy to get sectioned.

is it really hard to OD with it? seems like everyone in here is saying it's the way to check out

By itself yes very hard. I was prescribed some benzo for sleep once. It's like most people die using beenzos or another class of depressants (barbiturates, alcohol, opiates) because of that gnarly respiratory depression.

And I think that people just look at oh no, they only prescribe it at 2mg doses therefore 10mg must kill you.

It won't if that's all you take, but since it's like a super drunk with even worse decision making you're liable to end up in the hospital or jail. The withdrawals could also kill you. None of this happened to me, I just started researching and was like... Oh fuck this whole class of drug.

no need to apologize my bby it's on me for asking the ?

do appreciate the reply tho and interesting benzofacts^tm

So... she single?

Her IQ's digits? Yes.

You fell for my trolling, so what does that say about your IQ? I could be in Mensa. I'm basically a genius.

It's not trolling if it actually happened. If you're so smart, what are you doing with your intelligence besides ODing on drugs and shitposting about it on Reddit?

Do you realize how many great people have had drug issues? I want to be the female Hunter S. Thompson. I don't even do drugs anymore, but all of my experiences were just fodder for a boom I'm writing. Kurt Cobain said something like, "this suffering will be good for my art". I am an artist above anything else and I don't even do drugs anymore. I've been clean going on a month now and I feel fantastic. You'll see in a couple of years when I'm a brilliant writer.

How much did you charge for a fuck when you were a hooker? Did you make the guys use condoms or did you go bareback?

I don't feel comfortable discussing specifics. That was a very dark time in my life and I don't like to think about it. Thanks.

I hear ya. I dumped a few loads in some desperate whores. At least you didn't get knocked up.

And I am very thankful for that. All the drugs I was doing would have killed it anyways, or maybe not because with my own eyes I watched an extremely pregnant prostitute hit the crack pipe like it was her job. Sad.

Here's some psych ward humor for you.

https://youtu.be/Yp2stpr-aGA?t=524

Do you realize how many great people have had drug issues? I want to be the female Hunter S. Thompson.

Ok jesus christ. For all readers out there if you ever wonder why Vice is such flaming garbage it's because it's made up of people like this.

Lady HST is my literary idol. I went to journalism school because of him. And you are just like so many kids there in that you misunderstand one fundamental thing about him. He was a great writer in spite of the drugs, not because of them. His abilities as a writer were due to his own merit and nothing more. The drugs didn't make him a great writer, in fact all they did was make his time as a great writer unnecessarily short

Tell me what truly memorable pieces did he write between 1973 and 1993? The Lono book? Even if we rank that as anything more than average that's one thing worth remembering in 20 years. What memorable pieces did he write between the 80s and 9-11?

Kingdom of Fear came out because the Bush administration gave him a final kernel of inspiration but the fact of the matter is that the coke and the booze killed his writing after Fear & Loathing On The Campaign Trail.

And we only got what, 3 years of bush administration coverage out of him? When we could otherwise still be reading his take on the trump administration today.

He put a gun in his mouth at the same age that my grandparents were still running half marathons because he was so fucked up from being a junkie for 30 years straight that he was in a wheelchair shitting himself by his 60s.

And to be totally clear he was Hunter S. Thompson because he sat down at a typewriter every single day in the 60s and forced himself to learn how to write. I've known enough people like you to know you find every possible excuse to not sit down at your laptop and write for hours a day every single day.

I'm not denying the usefulness of psychedelics on the creative process. I am denying that you need to be a useless burnout to be the next Hunter Thompson. Especially since it's so much exponentially harder to become a professional writer today than in his time.

Hunter would have been Hunter with or without the drugs. If you don't believe that then you're doing exactly what he criticized The Merry Pranksters for. Using enlightenment as an excuse for drug seeking behavior.

You popping benzos and drinking too much isn't aiding you to be the next HST, it's just making you a stupid useless junkie.

The point I was trying to make is, I've wasted years of my life to drug addiction, there's no way around that. I can either be emo about it, or I could turn all of that suffering and misery into something positive: art. Which is what I'm choosing to do. Right now I'm just writing poetry, I've been told it has potential. I've always been a gifted writer, teachers told me this all through out my school years, but unfortunately the drugs have taken a toll. It's hard for me to form coherent sentences. Make fun of me all you want I don't care, I'm trying to do something positive with my life once. I'm tired of being an abject failure. I'm almost 25 goddamn years old and I have nothing to show for it, okay? I am serious about being a writer. Right now all I have is poetry to show for it, I'm still in the process of planning my book. I know I need to write more. I was going to buy a new keyboard because the one I got, the fucking keys stick. It's a piece of trash. Maybe crack cocaine fried my brain and I can't write for shit anymore, I don't know, but I'm at least going to try.

PM me some of your work. I'd be interested to read it.

What poets do you admire or consider influences?

I'm really into Sylvia Plato and where I'm from there is a local poet who I really admire and look up to. I don't want to say her name because she probably Googles her name, she's kind of a stuck up narcissist and a bitch in the best way, and she would immediately know it was me and I can't deal with that mess. :/

Ha! Only thing worse than pompous narcissists are pompous narcissists with talent lol

Ugh she's so talented, always winning slams and shit but she's so full of herself but omfg do I wish I could write like her. :/

Have you ever read any E.E. Cummings? If you're a fan of Plath you might like some of what he did. There's also a rapper named Sadistik aka Cody Foster who is heavily influenced by Plath

I have read some E. E. Cummings but not much honestly. I'll have to check that rapper out because I love rap music.

It's probably a dumb suggestion because you've almost certainly read him already but if on the off chance you haven't I can't recommend TS Eliot enough when it comes to dark poetry

You fell for my trolling

It was all a ploy! Take that, /r/legaladvice, you have just experienced a master ruse-woman.

I stay bamboozlin' fam, u already kno

Dam you got me

a female version of incels???? lets get these guys and gals together so they can not fuck each other

Hopefully one of the incels goes Elliot Rodger.

Somewhere Bill Cosby is upset about a missed opportunity.

I suspect the chick with the chronic substance abuse and self-loathing issues probably isn't a looker.

If she was using cocaine, maybe.

I doubt it, even Cosby has standards

10mgs of kpins is 10-20x the standard daily dosage...

>Only Taking 5x the recommended Dosage of a Drug

> Not cutting it up to snort it

You are like a little baby

People who snort benzos are giant tools.

Yea, taking any mental drug is just never been a fun ride for me, Acid is as far as i'm willing to go down that road and the hallucinations are crazy enough, it's much more fun to stick to Painkillers and such.

For Dramas sake i'm going to say snorting a bunch of Adderall is a good way to get a days work done.

More because snorting benzos is totally fucking pointless, but they don't call 'em bartards for nothing.

Why is snorting Benzos useless compared to the drugs you cut and snort?

It's a class of drug I don't mess with

Because its nasal bioavailability is garbage compared to other drugs people like to snort. Some drugs are more effective via nasal administration (or at least will give a rush as it will hit the bloodstream faster than ingesting). Not really true with benzos, and the people who snort them are people who end up with stuffed up nostrils and a bit of benzos in their tummy and they'd have just been better off eating them.

But people who are addicted to benzos aren't known for making the smartest life decisions in the first place, and before all the fentanyl-cut heroin flooded the US markets, mixing downers was pretty much the leading cause of overdose death.

can we be best friends? because you are incredible

Sure. I accept payment in the form of properly administered drugs.

Because its nasal bioavailability is garbage

Ah I wasn't sure about that, there ain't a lot of Benzombies around my parts when you can just do meth/party drugs/painkillers or Weed.

before all the fentanyl-cut heroin flooded the US markets, mixing downers like our lovely subject of the OP did was pretty much the leading cause of overdose death.

If you aren't as tough as Lou Reed you shouldn't do the drugs he does : ^)

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The funny thing is that if /r/legaladvice was populated with, you know, actual lawyers, they would totally be down with this. Lawyers:pills:NEETs:tendies. That subreddit seems to be 99.9% judgmental nerds and soccer moms these days.

reddits top legal minds

Another /r/legaladvice thread full of rubberneckers and no lawyers. It's like /r/relationships but where the fakers are the audience, not the OP.

Holy shit, /u/diggdejected, let me back into your little club so that I can tell people that Bob Dylan deserved his Nobel. You can mute me all you want; at least do your original job and tell me why you banned me

/u/DiggDejected, you'd rather ban me from all your subreddits simply for appealing my ban from /r/literature? That's just weird, dude. Talk to me. This is weird. It's like you think you're punishing me more, but you're really just sorta confusing me. Just tell me why I got banned originally and I'll stop asking.

/u/DiggDejected, plzzzz, I want resolution to this tonight. Please. It's obvious that a couple months ago it was your feelings on /r/literature I hurt when I criticized the modding, and the fact that you still smart from that slight must man that I was callous here. I'm sorry. I apologize for hurting your feelings. It was wrong for me to criticize something I don't know much about. I truly am sorry for hurting you.

what's this?

I want the mod of /r/literature to let me back in, but he muted me in mod mail, and the bottom of a thread in /r/drama the perfect place for unrelated username pings. Can you ping /u/DiggDejected too and ask him/her why he/she refuses to talk to me. All I wanna do is ascertain what rule I broke.

Oh. Maybe he got you mixed up with tyuijvhxhcfcjf ? I'm gonna guess he probably won't answer but i agree it's fun down here.

To piggyback, /u/wildbow unban me from /r/parahumans already. I had to make my own subreddit to shitpost about WORM but it's not the same.

/u/Prolixin are you really hot? Why does your fiancee put up with this?

He likes my crazy

Does he know you think so poorly of him as to say shit like this?

Men are sick, sadistic fucks. I've had men beam with pride when they hurt me during sex. Why? Men love hurting women because they're evil pieces of shit. That's why.

This is obviously bait, you fools lmao

So your fiance never called the ambulance?

He did call an ambulance and the whole time I was in the psych ward I pondered how I could start zesty drama on the internet. /r/relationships? They're onto my shit and almost always delete my posts. So I chose /r/legaladvice for the lulz.

If it actually happened, then how is it bait?

I greatly exaggerated the post. What really happened was I was fucked up on pills and alcohol and fell down the stairs so my fiancé called an ambulance and I did two weeks in the psycho ward for that. This event I based my post on actually happened last year. I never wanted to sue him, or anything.

http://imgur.com/gallery/n8umjWj

That being said, I checked your posts and your life seems generally a mess. How many guys raped you?

Correction, my life WAS a mess but now I'm getting all of my shit together.

Youre regularly ODing on drugs. It's still in shambles.

I don't even do drugs anymore, I have been clean and sober for a couple of weeks. I don't miss the drugs at all honestly. :D

A couple of weeks is hardly enough time to call yourself clean and sober tbqh.

Well, I have to start somewhere and this is just the beginning of my sober journey. I don't have any urges to relapse. This is the first time in my life that I'm clean and sober because I want to be, not because it was forced on me. I could very easily walk 500 ft to the liquor store and buy a pint if I was really about it, but I'm not. There is no desire in my heart right now even though I've been really stressed lately.

Are you guys still togetherM

No.

Well that sucks I hope you're coping with it ok. Him too