I don't give a fuck how much you call your flimsy delusions "enlightenment." There is no amount of ceaseless self-deception that will make you accept the charred hellscape of being a miserable useless destitute fucking junkie piece of shit. You know what you are, and it is deeply ugly on every level.
You're now one of 3 people I've blocked on Reddit. I don't even mind people sperging out at me, but what I do mind is just the complete lack of real arguments.
i have had this weighing me down for 16 years and finally have the courage to talk about it for the first time thanks to all of the brave women coming out with their stories.
i nearly let this incident ruin my life. it ruined me socially for a very long time and turned me to alcohol and drugs which i still struggle with.
my aunt took my cousin and i to see linkin park, marilyn manson and a few other bands playing a show in 2001. i was sooo excited. the only other concerts i had seen were hanson and weird al so this felt like my first real concert. i had the time of my life and was the happiest i ever was.
we were huge fans so we tried to go out for autographs by the row of buses. chester noticed me and called me over so i grabbed my cousin's cd to get them signed and naievely ran over and had no idea what was about to happen. instead of signing my cd he told me to follow him. we went behind the bus and onto the back of a 18 wheeler and he shut the door.
he asked if i wanted my arm signed and i said yes so he signed it. then he asked where else i wanted him to sign and i showed him my cds. he said no and asked where on my body. then he lifted my shirt and pulled my bra down and signed my breasts. i told him to stop and he asked where else i wanted him to sign. i started crying and he asked if i would sign my autograph on him. he pulled out his penis and handed me the marker. i was literally shaking because i had never even kissed a boy yet. i was only 13 and i didn't know what to do. i said no and handed him back the marker.
he threw it and told me he was going to give me a kiss. he kissed my neck and kissed all the way down to my stomach while i was crying and he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled my panties down. he started licking me and squeezing my butt and sticking his fingers deep into my butt.
he told me to bend over and grab a piece of metal that went down the side of the inside of the trailer and he raped me. he took my virginity as i cried and prayed. i thought i was going to die. i could hear everyone in the crowd still but it was muffled like i was wearing headphones. it felt like it was 2 hours even though im sure it was only a few minutes. there was something that looked like a seatbelt hanging from the metal thing on the trailer and i just stared at it moving praying for this to end. i was like hypnotized by this buckle. anything to try to not know what was happening
he stopped raping me and put his penis away and just left. he left a child he had just raped alone and crying in the back of a trailer in a horrible city. i had to get off the truck and find my cousin and my aunt and pretend that nothing happened. then my cousin was mad that i lost our cds. so after all of this i had to hold everything in for the 2 hour ride home while my cousin gave me a hard time.
i wouldn't have a boyfriend until i was 21. i wouldn't have sex until i was 26. i still can't do doggy style. then this fucking creep committed suicide and i have to read all about how sad everyone is. sad that a guy who raped a child and almost ruined her life couldn't live with the guilt anymore. how many others were there chester?
fuck you. the tables are turned and now victims will no longer be shamed. thank you to everyone who shared their stories of abuse. this is going to haunt me forever but now it's out there and even after typing this i feel stronger.
I got banned from r/Linkin park for posting that it was bullshit, why, and pinging/tagging the poster. Worth it.
This thing is a terrible erotic novel written by someone clearly uneducated in sex, not a 30ish year old who "still can't do doggy style."
Update: it's sorta down now. He/she/it edited it to remove the original sex novel BS to claim the terrible messages blah blah blah blah...
You get the idea.
That said, I'm fully in the camp that it was all obvious bullshit. It claimed it happened in 01. When they barely were known, really. I concede that, however minimal the chance, I could be wrong.
But the writing was the obvious giveaway. Seriously, the damn thing was written with a 6th grade knowledge of sex, it seemed.
Why did they ban you exactly? Did the poster reply to you and what makes you think it's fake? I don't wanna sound like a dick, but this whole thing confuses me a lot.
Wait, so another alleged victim came forward or just an account that defended the first one? Nobody saved that discussion? Seriously tho, it's scary how so many people are blindly believing this.
I've seen a lot of deleted comments and I've wondered if they could have been deleted by the same admin that deactived comments on the original post. I hate when something like this happens and there's no way to know the truth.
Ok why the hell did they delete most the reasonable comments? They were simply skeptical not harassing or anything (at least what I've read)... Seriously tho, the part where he pulls his dick out to make her sign it sounds a bit absurd.
What really bothers me is the comment by the guy saying he "thought he knew Chester well" and yet will believe an anonymous post on reddit about him being a child rapist
Funny thing is when I send a mature message sticking up for LP fans and why we not “animals” for not believing this poorly written bullshit, yellow rose got butt hurt and told me never to contact them again.
my aunt took my cousin and i to see linkin park, marilyn manson and a few other bands playing a show in 2001. i was sooo excited. the only other concerts i had seen were hanson and weird al so this felt like my first real concert. i had the time of my life and was the happiest i ever was.
i don't even know how to shitpost about the above, i think it does it all by itself.
On another note, I think that abuse victims often turn into offenders in order to experience the event from the other side, i.e. to normalize what happened to them.
Not defending anyone, but I don't think that in those cases the act is aimed towards causing harm as much as a twisted attempt to heal. Of course it comes with a lifelong sentence of guilt and next stage self-hate.
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1 SnapshillBot 2017-11-03
I don't give a fuck how much you call your flimsy delusions "enlightenment." There is no amount of ceaseless self-deception that will make you accept the charred hellscape of being a miserable useless destitute fucking junkie piece of shit. You know what you are, and it is deeply ugly on every level.
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1 schooldriver 2017-11-03
https://www.removeddit.com/r/offmychest/comments/7acj1k/chester_bennington_raped_me/
1 sloppies 2017-11-03
Thanks :)
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
Is there a way to always see removeddit in an app? By default?
Or something similar?
1 CaptainNeeMoNoy 2017-11-03
I didn't know he was a male feminist.
1 Thot_Crusher 2017-11-03
You're now one of 3 people I've blocked on Reddit. I don't even mind people sperging out at me, but what I do mind is just the complete lack of real arguments.
You're just boring.
1 Time_to_Drink 2017-11-03
Take him of your Christmas card list as well, fam. You show that bitch!
1 tot22 2017-11-03
u/TheYellowRose raped me when I was 8, and they continually molested and raped me until I was 18.
1 22C9 2017-11-03
Hot, do you have videos or at least pictures of bussy?
1 beskargamkote 2017-11-03
I think my sides just projected past Jupiter. Why am I not surprised.
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
Here's the original full post read:
i have had this weighing me down for 16 years and finally have the courage to talk about it for the first time thanks to all of the brave women coming out with their stories.
i nearly let this incident ruin my life. it ruined me socially for a very long time and turned me to alcohol and drugs which i still struggle with.
my aunt took my cousin and i to see linkin park, marilyn manson and a few other bands playing a show in 2001. i was sooo excited. the only other concerts i had seen were hanson and weird al so this felt like my first real concert. i had the time of my life and was the happiest i ever was.
we were huge fans so we tried to go out for autographs by the row of buses. chester noticed me and called me over so i grabbed my cousin's cd to get them signed and naievely ran over and had no idea what was about to happen. instead of signing my cd he told me to follow him. we went behind the bus and onto the back of a 18 wheeler and he shut the door.
he asked if i wanted my arm signed and i said yes so he signed it. then he asked where else i wanted him to sign and i showed him my cds. he said no and asked where on my body. then he lifted my shirt and pulled my bra down and signed my breasts. i told him to stop and he asked where else i wanted him to sign. i started crying and he asked if i would sign my autograph on him. he pulled out his penis and handed me the marker. i was literally shaking because i had never even kissed a boy yet. i was only 13 and i didn't know what to do. i said no and handed him back the marker.
he threw it and told me he was going to give me a kiss. he kissed my neck and kissed all the way down to my stomach while i was crying and he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled my panties down. he started licking me and squeezing my butt and sticking his fingers deep into my butt.
he told me to bend over and grab a piece of metal that went down the side of the inside of the trailer and he raped me. he took my virginity as i cried and prayed. i thought i was going to die. i could hear everyone in the crowd still but it was muffled like i was wearing headphones. it felt like it was 2 hours even though im sure it was only a few minutes. there was something that looked like a seatbelt hanging from the metal thing on the trailer and i just stared at it moving praying for this to end. i was like hypnotized by this buckle. anything to try to not know what was happening
he stopped raping me and put his penis away and just left. he left a child he had just raped alone and crying in the back of a trailer in a horrible city. i had to get off the truck and find my cousin and my aunt and pretend that nothing happened. then my cousin was mad that i lost our cds. so after all of this i had to hold everything in for the 2 hour ride home while my cousin gave me a hard time.
i wouldn't have a boyfriend until i was 21. i wouldn't have sex until i was 26. i still can't do doggy style. then this fucking creep committed suicide and i have to read all about how sad everyone is. sad that a guy who raped a child and almost ruined her life couldn't live with the guilt anymore. how many others were there chester?
fuck you. the tables are turned and now victims will no longer be shamed. thank you to everyone who shared their stories of abuse. this is going to haunt me forever but now it's out there and even after typing this i feel stronger.
I got banned from r/Linkin park for posting that it was bullshit, why, and pinging/tagging the poster. Worth it.
This thing is a terrible erotic novel written by someone clearly uneducated in sex, not a 30ish year old who "still can't do doggy style."
Fuck this karma whore. Lol
1 aritearitearite 2017-11-03
I lost brain cells reading this. Whoever wrote this is obviously trolling because their miserable with their life so that makes me feel better.
1 umar4812 2017-11-03
Yeah wtf, that reads like a shitty erotica piece.
"he said he's going to kiss me now" as if he's some socially awkward sperg.
"kissed me down to my stomach" but her top is still on.
1 umar4812 2017-11-03
Link to your calling-out comment?
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
Unfortunately it was all deleted apparently. Original post and the one on LP.
1 umar4812 2017-11-03
Damn.
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
1 TildaMen 2017-11-03
Why did they ban you exactly? Did the poster reply to you and what makes you think it's fake? I don't wanna sound like a dick, but this whole thing confuses me a lot.
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
Because I pinged the original poster. They said it was harassment for that and not believing the victim, basically.
1 TildaMen 2017-11-03
Wait, so another alleged victim came forward or just an account that defended the first one? Nobody saved that discussion? Seriously tho, it's scary how so many people are blindly believing this.
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
Just a new throwaway, with a post that defended the first.
And a lot of deleted comments that point out the absurdity of all this.
1 TildaMen 2017-11-03
I've seen a lot of deleted comments and I've wondered if they could have been deleted by the same admin that deactived comments on the original post. I hate when something like this happens and there's no way to know the truth.
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
Use ceddit. It revives most of the information
1 TildaMen 2017-11-03
Forgive my ignorance, what is it and how do I use it? (Yeah I'm new here).
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
Just replace the "r" in the page (in reddit.com) with a "c".
1 TildaMen 2017-11-03
Ok why the hell did they delete most the reasonable comments? They were simply skeptical not harassing or anything (at least what I've read)... Seriously tho, the part where he pulls his dick out to make her sign it sounds a bit absurd.
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
They deleted they because nowadays skepticism is harassment.
Welcome to the frufru age
1 point_shaver 2017-11-03
Somebody should replace Chester with Hillary in that pasta and post it back to OMC.
1 Cephaliarch 2017-11-03
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9MuNTHLvAo
1 HamSyde 2017-11-03
What really bothers me is the comment by the guy saying he "thought he knew Chester well" and yet will believe an anonymous post on reddit about him being a child rapist
1 dexceit 2017-11-03
you should ping that retard so he can contemplate what a retard he is
1 HamSyde 2017-11-03
/u/rottenrocket interesting that you trust an anonymous post over someone you "knew so well"
1 GuessWhoImQuoting 2017-11-03
r/madlads
1 bjt23 2017-11-03
The real answer is that "knew Chester well" means "he signed an autograph for free once so that means he's a good person."
1 umar4812 2017-11-03
Reads like a shitty novel. Calling it bs.
1 LPAssociationDerek 2017-11-03
It is. It reads like a ten year old with no concept of how sexual contact actually works wrote some rape fan fiction.
1 Deutschbag_ 2017-11-03
If /u/TheYellowRose was flattened by a train, both his personality and his appearance would improve tenfold.
1 LPAssociationDerek 2017-11-03
Funny thing is when I send a mature message sticking up for LP fans and why we not “animals” for not believing this poorly written bullshit, yellow rose got butt hurt and told me never to contact them again.
Amazing.
1 CarnistHappyCamp 2017-11-03
i don't even know how to shitpost about the above, i think it does it all by itself.
1 IDK1986 2017-11-03
On another note, I think that abuse victims often turn into offenders in order to experience the event from the other side, i.e. to normalize what happened to them.
Not defending anyone, but I don't think that in those cases the act is aimed towards causing harm as much as a twisted attempt to heal. Of course it comes with a lifelong sentence of guilt and next stage self-hate.
1 ProphetRith 2017-11-03
That sounds hard to believe, someone with more autism and time than me make some ridiculous claim about being raped by some liberal champion pls