There are a shit ton of weird animated/live actions videos with extremely adult content that are getting on to the youtube kids apps
While there are many like myself who interested in finding out the who, what, when, where and why there are many other who think its a psyop and that their lives are in danger
personally I think its a weird attempt to hit different demos (ad revenue from kids clicking on mickey and strange adults looking for spank material)
other theories include the Jews because of course they do
Sorry if it feels like I'm rambling, but I really need to get this off of my chest.
I stumbled upon r/drama about a week ago, and I don't think I've gotten an easy night of sleep since then. There's so many threads out there that are unsettling, like the ones with u/pizzashill and all that. Then there's the threads that are more disturbing than can be easily described. Originally, I would just read the comments, but I looked at some of the links recently, and they just tore me apart. I don't know why I did it. I suppose I wanted to understand the full extent to how fucked up it all was.
I saw the threads about Jewdank using alts to give herself compliments. Then, I saw one with trollx taking obvious bait. It felt like I was watching foreplay to child porn. This was the first time that seeing something disturbing actually made me physically sick. I nearly vomited.
I've been having nightmares related to this content, and I'm having trouble focusing on work. When I close my eyes, sometimes I see Darqwolff or Noodles and I want to scream in terror. It pisses me off, because I'm an adult, and I feel like seeing disturbing content shouldn't completely break me down like this, but I can't seem to change that. I'm also upset with myself because I can't even begin to understand what these lolcows must be like in real life. Usually, I handle disturbing content fine, but this... this just gets to me in ways I can't describe. I can't help but put myself in the shoes of people they interact with; bound and completely terrified as adults take stuff way too seriously. I knew before that there was shit like u/springs1, but this Ranch Maiden shit is the closest I've come to seeing it, and now I can't get the images out of my head. The worst part about this all is that children could accidentally stumble upon this content. If it fucks me up this much, how much would it fuck up my 12-year-old sister? Worse, there are kids way younger who can access this.
I have no idea who I can talk to about this in real life. I feel like if I told anyone, they'd think I'm being crazy or overly dramatic. Even if reddit takes this sub down, the damage has already been done. I and many others have already been tainted by this filth. It's moments like these where I really hope that Hell is real so that the ones who post this autism can suffer for eternity.
I would like to know from this community, what do you do to cope with these images? Is there any way to numb its effect?
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1 SnapshillBot 2017-11-19
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1 stevemisor 2017-11-19
For those not in the know
There are a shit ton of weird animated/live actions videos with extremely adult content that are getting on to the youtube kids apps
While there are many like myself who interested in finding out the who, what, when, where and why there are many other who think its a psyop and that their lives are in danger
personally I think its a weird attempt to hit different demos (ad revenue from kids clicking on mickey and strange adults looking for spank material)
other theories include the Jews because of course they do
1 captainpriapism 2017-11-19
the talmud says its ok to rape children as long as they arent jewish
1 TinyJibble 2017-11-19
Sorry if it feels like I'm rambling, but I really need to get this off of my chest.
I stumbled upon r/drama about a week ago, and I don't think I've gotten an easy night of sleep since then. There's so many threads out there that are unsettling, like the ones with u/pizzashill and all that. Then there's the threads that are more disturbing than can be easily described. Originally, I would just read the comments, but I looked at some of the links recently, and they just tore me apart. I don't know why I did it. I suppose I wanted to understand the full extent to how fucked up it all was.
I saw the threads about Jewdank using alts to give herself compliments. Then, I saw one with trollx taking obvious bait. It felt like I was watching foreplay to child porn. This was the first time that seeing something disturbing actually made me physically sick. I nearly vomited.
I've been having nightmares related to this content, and I'm having trouble focusing on work. When I close my eyes, sometimes I see Darqwolff or Noodles and I want to scream in terror. It pisses me off, because I'm an adult, and I feel like seeing disturbing content shouldn't completely break me down like this, but I can't seem to change that. I'm also upset with myself because I can't even begin to understand what these lolcows must be like in real life. Usually, I handle disturbing content fine, but this... this just gets to me in ways I can't describe. I can't help but put myself in the shoes of people they interact with; bound and completely terrified as adults take stuff way too seriously. I knew before that there was shit like u/springs1, but this Ranch Maiden shit is the closest I've come to seeing it, and now I can't get the images out of my head. The worst part about this all is that children could accidentally stumble upon this content. If it fucks me up this much, how much would it fuck up my 12-year-old sister? Worse, there are kids way younger who can access this.
I have no idea who I can talk to about this in real life. I feel like if I told anyone, they'd think I'm being crazy or overly dramatic. Even if reddit takes this sub down, the damage has already been done. I and many others have already been tainted by this filth. It's moments like these where I really hope that Hell is real so that the ones who post this autism can suffer for eternity.
I would like to know from this community, what do you do to cope with these images? Is there any way to numb its effect?