CringeAnarchy mad over tedX(the lesser version of Ted talks) removing a fucked up pro pedo video You can never win

26  2018-06-20 by The-idiots114

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You're not shit next to me. My genes are just light years superior to yours and I don't even need to look at you.

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I can't believe there were idiots in the other thread unironically defending her points about pedos. Executing pedos on sight regardless of them doing anything should be legal.

Saying "kys" on reddit isn't allowed and you expect executions to be legal, keep dreaming.

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with a caucasian ADL and SPLC perhaps

By the (((ones)))

Are you refering to the ethnic group who are behind it all Palpatine style?

Yes, of course
The (((amish)))

Farming bastards

Yeah, fuck the Amish.

You know some Jews are Caucasian?

it's called a joke pal

Your life ? Yes.

that's a knee slapper right there

Surething, loser.

man, you're really, really, really not funny, you know that, right? people probably hate the shitty jokes you make, that is, if you even talk to people in real life

Surething, loser.

they're mad at TED trying to memoryhole their degeneracy

fair enough imo

As long as CA exists everyone loses.

Are we talking about those trump supporters? They call themselves pedos right? I never got that.

no they call themselves "pedes" as in centipede

What in the actual fuck does a centipedo have to do with trump?

One of the few things right and left wingers agree on: hating pedos.

No wonder I'm a radical centrist.

I’ve seen your post history, can I ask you a few questions? You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to... When you say you’re attracted to kids does that mean like 4-10 year olds too? Like what is your primary attraction? Do you just find most women not attractive? At what age did you realise really? Do you think if you hadn’t been exposed to the bad porn at such a young age you could’ve turned out different, example, brain wiring differently, if not, what do you think the biggest cause was - born with it?

Also this is the biggest one that weirds me out, a few years back when I was a teen I seen some of those non nude pictures being posted, some were really young and pretty gross, but some girls just looked normal, like you could tell it wasn’t due to the nature of it, but I’ve seen younger looking girls on porn so what gives? Deceptive camerawork? It makes me think that a lot of these people are into it more for the taboo nature of it, rather than the looks, because at least in the face you couldn’t really tell their ages, my guess is that people attracted to kids and young teens irl seek out this content to fulfil their fantasies but would it be bad for some regular person to be turned on by it? I remember feeling super guilty, but I’ve never ever been attracted to kids or young teens before that and was always attracted to women and regular porn, now I just question everything, your insight would be amazing.

My therapist thinks it could be an arrested development kind of thing, from always being the autistic outcast. I'm pretty retarded socially and emotionally. I'm a hebephile attracted to girls who look like they were my age when I started puberty, around 11-14, from when a girl should probably be wearing a training bra for the sake of modesty up to when she needs a real A cup bra. If I randomly notice that a girl is adorable, she's most likely 12 or 13. I refer to myself as a pedo because they're still children in every relevant sense. And also because the obvious abbreviation for "hebephile" gets me banned from some places for using an archaic anti-Semitic slur.

I can tell when a woman would be conventionally attractive to straight men, but it's the same way I can tell that another man would be attractive to straight women. They do nothing for me sexually. Fully developed breasts are actually a turn-off, which is why I thought I was just an ass man when I was younger. If I think an adult woman is cute, she's probably saving up for implants. When I look through profiles close to my age in dating apps, a large minority of the pretty (to me) ones are trans women on hormones.

I don't think I knew what was wrong with me until I was 17. I liked girls my age in junior high. Going through high school, there were always fewer and fewer girls in my class that I was interested in. Meanwhile there were always a bunch of cute girls in the freshmen class, but I knew it would be creepy to hit on one as a junior or senior. All that time, I was downloading stuff with underage girls, a lot of it across the line into porn when I was a freshman or sophomore, but mostly non-nude later.

I don't really understand the jailbait/ephebophilia thing. They're cute enough in the face sometimes, but too grown up everywhere else. I think some people get off on the fantasy of preying on emotional vulnerability. You're allowed to be attracted to older teenagers, just not to interact with them or get off on their exploitation, because they're legally mentally incompetent. Same situation I have with preteens.

There are adults in porn/modeling who look young enough for me, like a lot of the women you see in /r/aa_cups or /r/tinytits (both NSFW and probably creepy as fuck if you're a normal straight man, but they're all legal). If someone would generally be described as pretty, cute, or adorable before she'd ever be described as hot, sexy, or beautiful, she might be my type.

Thank you for this insight, out of interest do you think normal people could get turned on by some of those non nude modelling pictures, like the ones posted on edgy forums? I think it’s the deceptive way they are made to pose or the nature of it that would do that to even normal people especially after being desensitised to it.

I really want your analysis at least because I’m super worried, or at least constant anxiety, basically I’m an OCD sufferer, meaning I’ve always worried deeply that I could have something wrong with me, for years, I thought I could’ve been gay, then transgender, then a schizophrenic, so it’s really horrible, and now I think I could be a pedo which is the worst, but I guess it has merit too it. Basically, ever since I’ve grown up I’ve always been attracted to women, like Lisa ann, Lucy Pinder, heck my first ever crush was on my friends mom, so I’ve always been into women, however, like with your case I wasn’t going out much, I spent way to long indoors and it was horrible, I was looking at weird fetish porns ever since like 11, incest, rape really weird fucked up shit (that I avoid now) but was never ever into anyone that looked young... (I even remember thinking ariana grande was gross because she looked to young) anyway, one day I remember searching jailbait, now it was the actual term I was looking for I saw - girls my age at the time 15-16 that looked like women and it was okay I guess, I’m guessing that’s quite popular amongst people’s searches and not too bad of a thing, but where’s where it gets weird:

Basically I remember, I may of been 16 or 17 I stumbled across this website, it wasn’t moderated but it was just a regular forum, people posting normal porn, but of course I seen it because of when I typed in the jailbait, at first I remember being so grossed out and weirded out by all the perverted comments that that-side of the internet had to offer, I’m sure you know what it’s like, I was a pretty normal popular kid (still kinda am) that played tennis and football so this stuff was like next level weird to me, but the biggest mistake of my life was not leaving it forever, I remember curiosity killing me and I returned, as time went on I became more desensitised to the content and the comments, from going on the forum to see women and people talking dirty about them to going to the darker side of it and seeing the same stuff about younger looking girls, now I never seen anything bad, they were just the non nude modelling ones, but man that’s really fucked with my head, for the months, the comments and the content I just completely became desensitised to it, it’s like rewired my brain and I don’t know what to think anymore.

Anyway, I even remember at the time not thinking anything was wrong with it at all, like I genuinely didn’t think it was bad at all, I had never been attracted to anyone younger than me in real life , I still watched regular porn, anyways as it wasn’t moderated some more fucked up shit was getting posted, at this point I had to take a stance, I reported the website multiple times, it was obvious and disgusting when they were posting pictures of regular kids with captions and disgusting comments about them, but again I never had that feeling of disgust or ‘what the fuck’ like I originally did; anyway one day I remember this message popped up basically from the website I had reported it to, it was basically saying how illegal it was and holy shit did that change everything... it literally made me open my eyes like holy fuck, I had constant anxiety for months thinking I was going to get arrested (prior to this I thought I was doing absolutely nothing wrong, hadn’t ever gone on the dark web, never downloaded anything, registered you name it) because I genuinely thought all the bad shit was on the dark web, which I guess is still true, and no nude pictures weren’t illegal (is in my country) I had to stop and I did, but now I’m going insane, like holy shit am I anpedophile? What the fuck is wrong with me?

I really hope you can have an answer for me and my situation as you’re probably the most helpful person I’ve seen, do you think I’m a pedo or is it other circumstances playing into it? The thing I think is that real pedos are attracted to kids and teens irl (I’m not) so seek out this content to fulfil their fantasies, but other regular people like me can get turned on by it too, just because of it’s nature, at least I hope so anyway, the pictures were really deceptive, I didn’t know if they were teens or adults or younger, could be the case for you because all you’ve ever known is this younger type of porn, whereas I know I’ve been attracted to women all my life really.

Did a little experiment too, remember showing most of my friends, with girlfriends, popular , good social lives, go out etc etc a picture of a 10 year old, it was just her face and it was a girl a youtuber roasted (I wasn’t attracted to her btw) and I asked them if they’d smash and they all said yes, some asked how old she was or if she was a transsexual or something but after I said otherwise they said they would, which is a little saving grace showing pictures can be so deceptive. I just don’t know man

If you aren't aware of pedophilia OCD, you have some reading to do. If you were a fan of Lucy Pinder in the past, there is no way you're a pedo. Being attracted to older teenagers is normal, just taboo because they're still underage. I'm specifically not attracted to older teenagers or conventionally sexy women. If someone needs a bra larger than maybe a B cup, I'm not going to be interested unless I only see her from behind, and even then only if she's really skinny.

In the same way you've been looking for hot teenagers/children (by the way, you shouldn't do that, because it's obviously bad for your anxiety levels), my porn hunt is for cute adults who look a lot younger than their actual age. Emily Kinney for a non-pornographic celebrity example.

Ah thanks a lot man, yea I’m attracted to women and girls my age still, at least I think I am, like I said I’m questioning everything now, but I still regularly get off to girls my age and older, the weird thing is so many girls I know irl from my school still look young as hell, like they’re 18-19 but some of them look 13-14 like the girls I’ve seen in those pictures, at least in the face, some of the girls haven’t changed much in years if you compare which begs the whole legal vs morality thing, but yea I like tits and thicker legs, so thanks for the reassurance.

Do you think the normal person could get turned on by those non nude modelling pictures though? Like I’ve never been attracted to a normal picture of a child or young teen, in pictures or in person, like I can see girls my age and older or celebrities and be attracted to them and end up beating off to regular pictures of them but I could never do that with younger people as I’ve noticed, have always been in one of those revealing poses etc.

Also when you say not attracted to women do you mean you can’t get it up thinking about them or it disgusts you? Like what is it like? Thanks for your time

I think faces grow up a bit after everything else, so it's tough to tell age based on face alone at your age. And some of your classmates could just be permanently baby-faced. Seeking out underage content to convince yourself that you don't like it isn't the same as seeking it out because you know you do like it. But either way, stop that.

Pedo-oriented non-nude modeling is intended to have "sexy" poses and outfits, no matter how much their legal disclaimers deny it. If you're desensitized to how disgusting it is, maybe your brain fills in the blanks and ages the girls up by a few years based on the other context. I don't know.

Normal adults aren't disgusting to me, but I think it's like how a straight guy sees /r/ladyboners. Like, yeah, I see why someone else would be attracted to them, but I personally don't get anything out of them. Comparing pedophilia with a sexual orientation is a dicey topic though.

Thanks a lot again, lastly, it’s mostly just I’m not seeking it out, at least not that, I never intended to I just stumbled across it when I was 15-16 and after being grossed out I never took the message and got out. I know for a fact I wasn’t attracted to most of them, only a fair few who looked older in the face, but I still don’t know how old they actually were, whenever a picture was posted of a normal kid or teen just doing normal activities or going to school or something it was pretty gross, and I was never attracted to that, which begs the question about legal vs morality, if those pictures had been on a porn site that said 18+ I bet millions would’ve whacked it to that thinking they were doing no wrong, I’ve seen girls who look just as young in regular porn and it’s like ‘what the fuck’ they all oddly have the most views ranging from like 5-60 million, weird.

Of course CA mods would be mad that a pro-pedophilia video is being taken down as fast as possible