dude, drugs arenāt cool if theyāre destroying you because youāre irresponsible and stupid. youāre playing with fire here, and you just canāt blow everything off like this and assume youāll be ok.
Hey man I know how it feels because LSD put me in a mental mess for 4 months until I got help. Donāt do that shit, it triggered my OCD and ruined my life. Yes it might be the best feeling ever, but one good night on LSD is not worth being mentally ill for the rest of your life.
What makes you think Iām not getting help, and what makes you think I havenāt quit months ago. People just like to use my psychosis in my old posts to shit on me for posting a dumb photo on r/LSD. Iām not as stupid as all these people make me out to be.
Yeah that's a tough one. Take care of yourself man, you're at an age where it's very easy to get deep into some bad shit without noticing until shit's gone too far.
The mind doesn't really mature until like age 25 or so, before that it's a lot harder to take a step back and evaluate your situation peoperly.
Given your age you gotta work twice as hard to keep your drug use responsible.
I've been too into both weed and alcohol to the point where shit felt permanent and I gotta tell you. The way back up is a lot harder than the way down.
Sorry about the rambling, I've just met too many people in too many phases of addiction and recovery. And I don't want to read your "Guys I've fucked up permanently" thread a few years down the line
Nah man no worries, havenāt u stalked my profile? all I do is ramble at times ššš Iām really sorry about what you had to go through, I usually think Iām invincible because I only get addicted to things I want to get addicted to. The problem is I really need a viable escape at the moment. Iām willing to get lost in weed but I definitely have my limits. Iāve done opiates for weeks bc my friend let me have em free as long as I held them for him. I just stopped and never had a problem, where with adderall, it gave me good grades and it made me hot so I did it until my parents made me quit. So in my experience I can fight psychological addiction pretty well, but when I throw myself at drugs Iām toast.
I really canāt handle people this year, I think Iām going back into the smoky haze man. But again, Iāve done nearly all the drugs, even unintentionally did meth bc someone sold it to me as Molly. Iāve experimented and felt unimaginable pleasure but I found my niche, weed is my favorite drug ever. Which is pretty lucky if you ask me.
I just get paranoid delusions and disorganized behavior, I donāt have an actual disorder itās just a drug induced episode. Plus I did lay off the acid months ago due to it, never doing it again.
I figure I should weigh in on this; I started taking LSD when I was 17. I figured I was mature enough to handle it at the time, so I practiced meditation when dosing. At the time I was very insecure and suicidal, I looked up to all the wrong types of people, and generally just had the wrong attitude towards life
My second trip was a 250ug geltab, where I first experienced ego death. I lost the fear of death and became accepting of who I was, of all my faults. I let my positive qualities shine because life presented so much more depth, there was so much to live for and experience. That was the trip that changed everything for me
I know I'm not like most people, which is why I cannot advocate anyone to try psychedelics, regardless of age; my experiences are completely unique to me, and I cannot guarantee the same experience in another person
Hey guys! I took LSD when I was 17 and I turned out fine!
Iām about to start treatment for my acid induced psychosis and have questions. I have crippling anxiety and paranoia to the point where every side conversation I hear near me in a classroom sounds like theyāre talking about me. I have disconnected thoughts that make sense in my mind but end up making an ass of myself when I voice them.
No one below their mid 20s should really do these kinds of drugs, as there is a chance they will bring out latent psychological problems that haven't yet manifested. The last thing you want to do is find out that you're schizophrenic during your first acid trip, and then murder all your buddies.
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1 jaredsosa 2018-08-11
Ah so that was your other account š¤¦š½āāļø man you really couldnāt let it rest could you
1 MostazaAlgernon 2018-08-11
You know those paranoid fantasies you've complained about?
This is one of them
1 jaredsosa 2018-08-11
Eh, I just found it really difficult to believe that people cared that much about me lol. So probably, whatās your point?
1 fuckingzazzed 2018-08-11
dude, drugs arenāt cool if theyāre destroying you because youāre irresponsible and stupid. youāre playing with fire here, and you just canāt blow everything off like this and assume youāll be ok.
1 jaredsosa 2018-08-11
Iām not gonna bitch about it like you would lol, I just smoke weed man
1 TheDuddee 2018-08-11
Hey man I know how it feels because LSD put me in a mental mess for 4 months until I got help. Donāt do that shit, it triggered my OCD and ruined my life. Yes it might be the best feeling ever, but one good night on LSD is not worth being mentally ill for the rest of your life.
1 jaredsosa 2018-08-11
What makes you think Iām not getting help, and what makes you think I havenāt quit months ago. People just like to use my psychosis in my old posts to shit on me for posting a dumb photo on r/LSD. Iām not as stupid as all these people make me out to be.
1 jaredsosa 2018-08-11
I havenāt responded well to many medications, the only one that works is CBD and it only helps with the physical signs of anxiety
1 MostazaAlgernon 2018-08-11
Yeah that's a tough one. Take care of yourself man, you're at an age where it's very easy to get deep into some bad shit without noticing until shit's gone too far.
The mind doesn't really mature until like age 25 or so, before that it's a lot harder to take a step back and evaluate your situation peoperly.
Given your age you gotta work twice as hard to keep your drug use responsible.
I've been too into both weed and alcohol to the point where shit felt permanent and I gotta tell you. The way back up is a lot harder than the way down.
Sorry about the rambling, I've just met too many people in too many phases of addiction and recovery. And I don't want to read your "Guys I've fucked up permanently" thread a few years down the line
1 jaredsosa 2018-08-11
Nah man no worries, havenāt u stalked my profile? all I do is ramble at times ššš Iām really sorry about what you had to go through, I usually think Iām invincible because I only get addicted to things I want to get addicted to. The problem is I really need a viable escape at the moment. Iām willing to get lost in weed but I definitely have my limits. Iāve done opiates for weeks bc my friend let me have em free as long as I held them for him. I just stopped and never had a problem, where with adderall, it gave me good grades and it made me hot so I did it until my parents made me quit. So in my experience I can fight psychological addiction pretty well, but when I throw myself at drugs Iām toast.
I really canāt handle people this year, I think Iām going back into the smoky haze man. But again, Iāve done nearly all the drugs, even unintentionally did meth bc someone sold it to me as Molly. Iāve experimented and felt unimaginable pleasure but I found my niche, weed is my favorite drug ever. Which is pretty lucky if you ask me.
1 imnotagayboy 2018-08-11
Lay off the acid man, or you'll end up like the guy on here ranting about rocks he dug up being giant toes
1 jaredsosa 2018-08-11
I just get paranoid delusions and disorganized behavior, I donāt have an actual disorder itās just a drug induced episode. Plus I did lay off the acid months ago due to it, never doing it again.
1 TothB 2018-08-11
Hey guys! I took LSD when I was 17 and I turned out fine!
wait a minute...
1 xsgzx 2018-08-11
These are 2 different people
1 TothB 2018-08-11
It's the SAME person
1 xsgzx 2018-08-11
No, they are 2 different people, check their comments
1 kxxzy 2018-08-11
Lmao
I'm not surprised, the Venn diagram of xxxtentacion/Travis Scott fans, and mentally ill people is provably a circle
1 BERNIE2020ftw 2018-08-11
why travis scott lol
1 AnnoysTheGoys 2018-08-11
I did a lot of it when I was a teenager and ended up an /r/drama poster
1 TherapyFortheRapy 2018-08-11
No one below their mid 20s should really do these kinds of drugs, as there is a chance they will bring out latent psychological problems that haven't yet manifested. The last thing you want to do is find out that you're schizophrenic during your first acid trip, and then murder all your buddies.
Didn't any of these people ever watch Shrooms?
1 TheDuddee 2018-08-11
All I can say is I wish I knew this 4 years ago. I never recovered from LSD.