It's been a crazy past few days, all culminating in the purchase of a few hormonal agonists to aid me in the rejection of the female counterpart. To clarify, I'm not one of these trans-fags who want to recreate the likeness of the femgussy (there was a misunderstanding of that when I initially bought the pills). My purpose is to completely reject the female in all of their disgusting, vile, baseless forms. It wasn't until No Nut November –and a recent rereading of Dune– that I have realized my essential maleness is in itself a form of the femgussy. I am merely a key that is needed in order to gain the control they have –the lock of their mystique. By the rejection of this key, by the unmolding of my psyche, I can serve to detatch myself from their disgusting clutches.

I've always had a beautiful and strange attraction to the Eunuch. The Eunuchs of the Arabian Nights, Alexander's Bagoas, and Wei Zhongxian have all allured me with their power and clear frame of thought. The post like this one this is what aided me in my rejection of the species. It led me to realize that it's been a long time in which I've viewed "women" as anything. They're not even objects to me any longer, because they have no value. Previously, I had jerked off at least once a day since puberty, sometimes eight, and the habit brought me to some truly enlightening things in their own right. It is only now, in my second day of the four week cycle I had been assigned to for my hormones, that hat I was doing everyday for the past four years, with sparse, disgusting copulation with the femgussy inbetween, was practically the same thing. I castrated myself through ejaculation. If I even suspected an interaction with a femile lasting for more than 10 seconds, I would jerk-off prior to not tempt myself and sustain the rejection. Anyway, I would love to answer any questions regarding the benefits of this lifestyle, and am very supportive of sending methods of transition and pills to people if need be.