The first time I got in touch with Lucifer was in 2015, I wasn't in a great state. First I was having a lot of synchronicities and then dissociation, and delusions. I have months of time that I don't remember or memories that make little to no rational sense. I had no idea what the heck was going on.
During this time, I wrote something to myself that I don't remember writing on the computer, a message during a dissociative episode that I saved and occasionally go back to. This is it.
"No external god, teacher, doctor, angel, magician, therapist, mentor, or friend can heal me, for the healing work can only be done by me. I can't wait for life to come and cure me of my problems, suffering and defects, a miracle isn't going to be granted by an angel, for the only one who's capable of my own healing is the god that resides inside my mind, body, spirit and soul. That god is me."
The first time I got in touch and started working with Lucifer was over 5 years later. I view and consider him to be my patron and my friend. I didn't associate it with Lucifer a few months after I started working with him.
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!actualbiofoids Lucifer manages to be my friend and my patron but even we have disagreements. Lucifer is very into freedom and placing yourself above God and apotheosis and realizing the God within yourself, not being subservient, and sometimes I feel like I need something higher than myself in my own philosophy. It may be due to a lack of trust in myself, and may not be ready, but that is an area where you can still have and develop your own philosophy and think for yourself even when working with spirits.
A lot of his tests involve you placing yourself even above him and trusting yourself, even above him. He will often provide wrong answers when doing channeling or tarot card readings to trust you to trust yourself and your own intuition so I don't think he has a problem. He knows me better than I know myself.
He's a jokester and he loves to play up the whole devil thing but it's actually to get people comfortable with working with him and look past the impact religious dogma and guilt has on your own psyche on a deep level. Even when working with him even though I'm comfortable, he still manages to play it up, find a pocket of subconscious guilt and bring up the whole "What if I am actually going to heck" delusions. It's to test you and work past them.
Working with demons isn't easy.
Lucifer is a great spirit for beginners, especially because he is gentle and I've been led to guiding people dealing with religious abuse into connecting and working with him. Learning to love yourself is an area that a lot of people have to work on and that is where he has excelled. He also has a sense of humor, he's kind and you can honestly just chill and joke with him and he will laugh. He's a very easy-going spirit, you don't need to worry about offending him at all. He loves humans.
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That wasn't Lucifer that was my bowl movement you were listening to
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Why are you even posting here if you aren't interested in the occult? I made /h/biofoids to share mystical experiences such as that.
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It's on my feed. I'm just sharing what comes out of my butt. It's pretty occult
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