I'm done trying or hoping to find a gf

This is sad. I think I've said this before, but compared to 90% of other terminally online incels (sorry, almost literally everyone else on this hole), you have a really winning personality. You are clearly intelligent and introspective, you are not a violent misogynist (or if you are, you're self-aware enough to hide it effectively in your writing), you're curious about yourself and the world around you. At one point you managed to get into grad school, right? So you're not a total total frickup.

Without meeting you in person, it's hard to say exactly what your defect is. Being a manlet is a major handicap for sure, but it's not a terminal deficit. Have you ever talked to like, a life coach or a dating coach? I imagine you're crazy introverted and just freeze up without even talking to a girl, but there actually are exposure therapies that can help with that sort of social anxiety.

This is so depressing but I have to find the will to live regardless.

Get on that stoicism grind? Finding a decent combo of meds that work for you without addiction issues would probably be a good start, too.

HIRE A STREET PROSTITUTE!

It's okay Sneedy. Just keep on longposting and posting Holly, I still like you

I can just forget about s*x. It's not happening.

The only winning move is not to play.

On the one hand:

But on the other:

darn 5'1 is brutal, you will never be seen as masculine, your only hope is to femboymax assuming you still have your hair and excel in some creative field or interesting hobby. You still won't be seen the way you want to but you can nichemax to appeal to some lesbian-ish women as an introverted awkward artistic femboy and at least have some women who want to feel you touch and kiss them

Start with finding a cool hobby that you will actually feel passionate about, instruments are best but it's hard to get good as an adult. And maybe dye your hair pink or smthn and get into anime inspired fashion. Also get on fin if you have the slightest hint of balding. You don't need to assume a feminine affect, just have a soft feminine look and it will contrast well with a driven somewhat masculine persona (as in humble, motivated, non whiny).

Alternatively you can hedonismmax with drugs and porn, or moneymax and be sexually frustrated on a boat

sneedman, you say this literally every other post

come up with new material pls

kill yt

>man has to get rejected till he gets laid

"WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE SUFFERING!!!"

You could have just stopped at 5'1 your only hope is getting a pygmy gf from the jungles of zaire or some shit

I don't want to deal with rejection over and over again when I know what the outcome is going to be every time.

that's the only way moids get gfs, better toughen up

https://www.debian.org/devel/join/

Just make a bunch of money??

>OH NO, A POTTY WILL NEVER STRIP ME OF MY TIME, MONEY, AND HUMANITY

Get over it. Foids are trash and you're all the better without them.

Go gay

I'm basically socializing every day and I don't have a gf don't worry about it

Just go to Colombia and wave your massive passport around.

unironically try conversion therapy

have u considered dating a trans woman?

I have a few options for you.

1. Eccentric genius: Chemically castrate yourself to remove your s*x drive, its obviously making you miserable. Once your s*x drive is gone dedicate yourself to science. Or woodworking, or building robots. Once you're actually good at something thats takes real effort eventually some girl will find you cool enough to frick. Once that happens discontinue the anti-boner pills. Or not, if you get this far you might not even care about relationships anymore. If you take this route you are really playing the long game, you might even find yourself contributing greatly to society or your community depending what trade you specialize in.

2. You can go the train route: There is a built in social circle. But frankly hug boxy death cult friends don't seem that appealing from the outside, would not recommend. Trying to be a girl for social validation might lower your self esteem even more. Again, do not recommend, but since its such a popular option for incels I feel like I should at least mention it. If you do decide train out do NOT groomercord max, instead hang around concerts. You will have a home in the punk scene. There you will either find a multitude of cool friends, or you will get molested by drunk leftists.

3. Steroid/growth hormone yourself into dwarfmaxxing: DHT derivative steroids will make you bald on top and really fricking hairy everywhere else. Train like a strongman and compete. If your proportions are right you could leverage that into a degrading role on WWE where they make fun of your height, but you occasionally get a cheap shot in. You will be a freak, but an impressive one. I don't think you end up with a girl in this scenario but it could happen. The key factor is if your jobs cosplaying as a dwarf let you develop your social skills or if they just make you even more insecure.

4. Army: I think your fellow soldiers will haze you to death, don't do this.

5. Politicsmaxxing: Take your rage out on your fellow man! Except you can justify it to yourself as getting rid of your political enemies. Doesn't matter if you're commie or fascist, both sides have plenty of room for incels. Libs/Cons operate the same way except instead of street fights its boring town halls and reddit threads.

6. Prostitutes: You will have s*x, but if you get addicted you will end up losing all your money and even more of your self esteem.

7. Be a normie: Go to a therapist and work a regular job, it will all work out once you find inner peace! At least, thats what the normies say. You want to be normal, right? Maybe they'll prescribe you something that makes the bad feelings go away. Side effects? Don't worry about them.

It's time to go to the Philippines

< 5'0” women abound

I wanted the normie life with the wife and children but its NEVER going to happen. This is so depressing but I have to find the will to live regardless.

Does your sister have kids? You could be the fun uncle. If not, set her up to get a bf and get kids, so you can be the fun uncle.

That said you need to stop focusing so much on getting a gf. You say you have 0 social skills and are completely introverted. Are you actually introverted or just shy/social anxiety? You can work on those things. Same as body shape / physical fitness. Focus on that, cause it will make you happier. Maybe you'll find a girl then (look at shreddedmanlet). Maybe not, doesn't matter, cause you are happier in general.

How old are you?

He is worse than a Jew, he is—may Allah forgive me for saying this—a SRDine.