thank you for the advice.
the truth is i'm a mentally unwell agoraphobe; a doughy faced asian female with an ugly body and creepy vibes.
some more truth: i don't actually want to do the work of seeking out love and dating. i want to feel beautiful; i want to be desired and pursued as other women are.
of course, this is an ideal. a fantasy. the reality is that women can get rejected / ignored for a myriad of reasons. same for men.
even more truth: i don't want to saddle anyone with the burden that is being in close contact with me. i'm a horrible person. well, maybe not super horrible, but i am tiresome. someone as unwell as myself can't make for a good partner. even if i try really hard to be the best girlfriend, they always end up leaving bc they do not want to share my lot. and i don't blame them.
i don't want to burden and hurt anymore people.
i just want to rot alone in my dwelling, posting online to entertain strangers, doing complaining femcel bits.
there are some people only Christ can love. i am one of them. and that's fine.
what makes me happy is knowing i gave some entertainment to people online with my posts and grotesque persona.
i don't know what's real anymore.
the friend i mentioned is in fact real tho and that's not his first teenage gf. i don't actually want to emulate him and take advantage of a younger person like that, even tho, tbh, they seek him out, bc he is v handsome, and well known in certain circles.
my envy is genuine, deep inside. yet, i don't actually want to be him. it's just interesting imagining what it would be like to live that life. to attract people like that. and he is not the only man of that sort i know / have known. and i have known even more girls who have had shitty much older bfs they slaved for. money not involved. real "love" and desperation. i could tell many stories...
whatever. that's all we can say, right? whatever...
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Should I come up with a persona and lust-love-obsess on her
Nevermind I thought this was an unhinged Reddit meltdown but looking at her post history I'm tired just scrollimg she types SO much ALL THE TIME
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Come up with a persona? I think you just need to be yourself, king.
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hey /u/eschatonbringer come meet
@christmaseehands
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You might not be a washed up 40-something bass player, but you are the aging internet-famous dadboded jannie of two hives of scum and sadposting. I think she will go for it.
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I gotchu fam
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Your comment is shadow jannied babe
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Frick me reddit have badmins lerned2regex?
Do we have any live redirectors left?
Edit: I DM'd her a non-link.
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It's probably rs_x specific, try leaving the same comment in /r/celebrityfeet which at last check (a few years ago, to be fair) had NO posting restrictions whatsoever
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She's a mod of rs_x, so she might see it even though it's shadowed. Anyway I sent her a DM.
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I still miss ed got it
hey /u/eschatonbringer come meet
@christmaseehands
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But also foid, so probably to lazy to go outside/self-tend, so she blames the condition chatgpt diagnosed her with
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You know you don't have to pretend anymore.
Everyone knows you. Everyone knows you already lust-love-obsess on her.
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Incel bros
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!incels and self-sabotage name a more iconic duo?
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Also, a woman with a 20+ body count isn't the socialmatch of a KHHV.
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S*x isn't magic. Self-loathing neurodivergent weirdos who spend all their time online because they're afraid to go outside are social matches for each other.
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Lol.
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gigawhore is the foidal equivalent of virgin
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Women
and refusing accountability
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rice whores have no soul
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incel if they were honest
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https://www.reddit.com/gallery/1h7174f
But also
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Even funnier is that she calls it 'unique' but there are several people in that thread who apparently do the same thing, or know someone who does
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I can fix her
But I don't want to
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Yeah imma pass on this one guys
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This is
@HardIsLife's account right?
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So a 9/10 in bongland
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Ugly, agoraphobic, non-proactive.
Still had multiple relationships. Lol women are a joke
Truly playing on easy mode.
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asian female? i'm in.
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Santa deniers get the wall.
Snapshots:
https://old.reddit.com/r/rs_x/comments/1h8psjs/tired_of_seeing_my_older_guy_friends_getting/m0uuryr/?context=8:
undelete.pullpush.io
ghostarchive.org
archive.org
archive.ph (click to archive)
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