I rely on rdrama to comfort me first thing in the morning when I get up. The site being down ruined my routine and thus my whole day. As recompense capy should start pinning the weekly anime thread again.

i can't really properly explain it, but communities like rdrama and 4chan are the ones i feel most comfortable in. i think its because as a certified neurodivergent nostalgia is a huge driving factor for me, and ive been on 4chan since age 12 and rdrama since age 16 (conflating the sub and the website here, the subreddit was very much a different beast, i know that). im very much used to the hostility and bullying, so it doesnt affect me much nowadays. i think i also enjoy standing out in a bad way too much for my own good, but at least standing out in a bad way here is just being openly trans whereas in most places it would be me being reviled for more personal (and fixable tbh) traits rather than immutable ones. idk. i feel like i can be myself here more than other places, even obscure niche edgelord ones. i cannot deny i might just be being obtuse and locking myself out of more appropriate and safer spaces for stupid reasons and anxieties. i might have also fallen for sunk cost with the few friends i've made here. i really dont see myself leaving here again though either tbh. we'll see ig.

I am personally transsexual and bisexual and also person of Mongolian descent and I come here to take comfort in knowing that the other side is plain r-slurred and poses no danger to anyone other than themselves.

The illusion of chud competence has been rough on my mental health but ever since I was able to browse countless examples of absolute r-sluration on rdrama.net I feel much better and prance happily on my way to work.

Thankfully I look so fricking good every time I look in the mirror which I do every 5 minutes to admire the view that there is hardly anything that could affect me from the external npcs. Moreover I have 4 houses and 130 IQ and the only thing I want from others is s*x, money or entertainment otherwise people are plain dead weight to me.