>I'm a drama regular who's fricking up his whole life

>This is a seriouspost. I am a regular here who posts all the time. Sometimes I spend eight hours at a time on drama or looking for shit to post. I think it's starting to frick up my life. I'm 26/m and live with my parents. Total fricking NEET. I need help but I have no friends IRL and nothing going on. I could post to a straggy sub for self-improvement, but I'd rather see if you neurodivergents could fricking get serious for a second and help me

>More info: I'm not really into video games or anime, mostly cause I can't afford any of that shit and I've never seen the appeal of anime, respectively. I have a high IQ - unironically - but never finished college cause I had no motivation or direction. My biggest addiction is literally shitposting. I have about 40 Reddit alts where I troll various subs, mostly women's subs, T_D, drama, etc.

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>i'm not OP and not in his position, but i'm fricked up for other reasons, and your post inspired me to go to therapy. i'm just miserable and depressed and have failed several attempts to create a social life or date women after my break up. i mean i actually did succeed but i just gave up and went back to being miserable cause it just didn't do anything for me. i've managed to go to the gym consistently but still miserable.

>most of my thoughts are "why bother getting better, life is pointless anyway", but frick it, i can't stay like this anymore, it's utterly miserable, there is no point.

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>Honestly my brain just needs a certain amount of SNRIs to function correctly, as soon as I started it was like I was suddenly living in the same world everyone else was, instead of that dark, isolated place. I've rarely had any mood symptoms since.

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Turn off your computer. Turn off your smartphone.

Take a shower.

Go to a Starbucks every day. Buy a coffee. Sit in the lounge. Spend an hour writing what you feel or observe. Freewrite, if you must.

Turn your computer back on. Go to Meetup.com and look for social gatherings near you that are low effort, and welcoming to newcomers. Go, make friends. Bullshit about your past if anyone asks.

>i tried all this, and i hated it so much i went back into social isolation. people are such twats, idk what it is. i'm not in the same position as OP, but i'm pretty isolated and anti social in general, every time i try to do shit like you said, i fricking hate everyone i meet.

>they are all boring, and they all just talk for the sake of talking, because you're standing there so you have to talk, cause that is what socializing is. about 30 mins in i get bored and want to kill myself. the only person i liked socializing with was my ex gf, but she went crazy and dumped me and joined a spiritual cult and moved cities, and now i just kinda wanna kill myself (for real not figuratively like when i try to socialize with normies). it's weird to be serious posting on this sub, but frick it, i'll probably delete this gay troll account anyway.

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https://old.reddit.com/r/Drama/comments/86e8f8/comment/dw4cnbk

Lots of WORDSX3 which I'm not going to read because I'm not a fricking NEET giving and receiving life advice on gayddit

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Whoever has this much to write can be safely assumed to be a NEET too

https://old.reddit.com/r/Drama/comments/86e8f8/comment/dw4nd2l

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>Man, you sound a lot like me 8 months ago when I pathetically whimpered out of uni with no qualification to my name, and 4 years and £40k debt. [Read this post in my history for proof]

>There's no real no-cheesy advice I can give to you, as all of our problems are so personal and it would take hours of talk to even begin to understand what living in your situation is like, nevermind your mindset or feelings that must be tearing at you for so long. What I can do, if it helps, is talk about how I have made progress after living a similarly bleak and frustrating few years. If you want to you can be PM me, but if you can't be asked/don't want to I'll just say this:

>My life only got better when my situation radically (and irreversibly) changed from the environment that had, through years of coddling, conditioned my mind to adopt the disgusting life I led. It took moving, mixed with a huge schedule change (waking up very early for my job), and being forced, through work, to interact with people for hours everyday. My internet-induced social autism hated the last one, but the human brain craves that shit more than anything, and the social pressure of real people in your life kinda naturally straighten your previously degenerate ways out.

>Finally, if you ever, ever, ever feel suicidal, use the old "I'm such a piece of shit I won't even commit to suicide" method to ward off those thoughts, as usually (at least for me) its true.

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ONLY GOOD ADVICE

https://old.reddit.com/r/Drama/comments/86e8f8/comment/dw4jal6

STEP 1 IS TO KEEP YOURSELF SAFE