Inb4 people call me fat.
I am no longer underweight and dealing with a frick ton of work stress so I'm restricting eating again. Whatever, we all have our coping mechanisms, don't @ me.
I don't usually have big problem with hunger but I also use all cheats I can (bronkaid, vaping, monster zero).
The WSJ had an article a couple weeks ago about websites illegally selling compounded ozempic. They were kind enough to share exactly which websites with readers. ♥️
I ordered two 3mg vials, sterile water and all the other supplies I needed.
It arrived yesterday. This morning I added 10mL of sterile water to the 3mg powder (I know how to do this properly, don't worry). The starting dose is 0.25mg/week for 4 weeks. I injected 2.5mL, not remembering it was 3x concentrated. So I took 0.75mg.
Now I'm nauseated af. Luckily I'm also not hungry at all. I will prob continue at this dosage since I already fricked up. I'll let you guys know if it works or if I die.
This isn't even the riskiest thing I've done in pursuit of beauty, but I already made a post about doing my own filler (bought from China) years ago.
My excuse is I only slept about 3 hours last night.
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What are you ultimately hoping to get out of this? Will being underweight and nauseous actually make you happier and more fulfilled than being not-underweight?
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Thanks for the comment, Snally. I can tell you are level-headed and kind. I have issues. If I focus on fixing my weight or appearance, it's like my other worries go away. It's not a good coping mechanism for stress, I know. I think I have just accepted this is how I am wired up. I pay a licensed nurse to do my filler these days, don't worry lol
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BIPOC u need some EMdR therapy fr
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I wish I could do something more than share meaningless platitudes and armchair therapy because that doesn't seem to be a great way to live. If it gets you through the day then that's something though, I guess.
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Least mentally ill dramafoid
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Lol that's exactly what I do except with weightlifting, giving yourself a goal to work towards feels good and destresses people.
Try weightlifting and put that focus on increasing the amount of weight you can put on a bar. You can destress by learning new exercises, watching form videos, or ways to organize your weekly routine. Heck you can still obsess about your appearance and weight, this path is just a more effective way to master those obsessions. Before you can truly cut, you must learn how to bulk.
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Thank you 🤧
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Listen FroCho, some dramatard discovered only 7% of women in america have a BMI of 20 or below (read: not fat) so I'm fully supportive of your weight loss journey. It IS a good coping mechanism for stress, and I hope you become the new kween of /h/proana
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