WONDERING IF IM HUMAN.. LOL

HELLO /r/DRAMA. RECENTLY IVE BEEN WONDERING SOMETHING

HUMAN BEINGS HAVE RLY CRUEL SOCIETY WHERE 6 MILLION CHILDREN DIE EVERY DAY, AND NO FUN IS ALLOWED (NO DRAWING FOR U!! NEW AI MODEL IS OUT GO BACK TO THE SLAUGHTERHOUSE)

BUT WHENEVER I ASK PEOPLE HOW THEY FEEL OR I LOOK AT THEM MYSELF... THEY'RE HAPPY

I CAN NEVER BE HAPPY BCS OF ALL THIS SHIT... I ONLY HAVE BAD THINGS TO SAY ABOUT THE HUMAN CONDITION AND I THINK BCS I CANT CLOSE MY EYES TO THIS SHIT, THAT IVE LOST MY HUMANITY(MAINLY IN THE FORM OF LOSING APATHY)

HELP ME OUT EVERY1.. DO I NEED APATHY TO BE HUMAN???