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Lack of fullfilment

so i am 23 years old. I recently achieved financial independence, I also have a pretty good job at a reputable multinational company. I love working here, but it has become commonplace and repetitive.

at the same time, things seem as empty as if nothing would make me happy anymore. i don't feel satisfied and i don't feel happy.

in the past, travel and worldview made me happy, I felt something, and it gave me something I could hardly wait for every month.

so i don't know .. i'm stuck and i feel empty. as if something is seriously missing that I can’t satisfy

i feel like i'm good at things but i'm never the best .. for example i got to the second best rank in the video game i play but i could never get the best. it's a repetitive pattern in several things I do in life, I feel like I can never be the "best" in something it's keeping me up a lot at nights

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Get a girlfriend.

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I was fricking a mentally ill egirl earlier this month it gave me like 3 days of happiness.

We went to IKEA together and all that

She lost her virginity to me and then we never talked again. Really odd encounter

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Alright, now try that again with a foid who's not mentally ill. The whole "relationship thing" can be very rewarding, if you find the right person.

Also, if you want to be the best at something, it has to be something you're deeply passionate about. You won't ever be the best at something unless you truly love it.

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They seem to be looking for the best, at times, but deep parts of their cognitive process is increasingly looking for someone who will settle.

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