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Lack of fullfilment

so i am 23 years old. I recently achieved financial independence, I also have a pretty good job at a reputable multinational company. I love working here, but it has become commonplace and repetitive.

at the same time, things seem as empty as if nothing would make me happy anymore. i don't feel satisfied and i don't feel happy.

in the past, travel and worldview made me happy, I felt something, and it gave me something I could hardly wait for every month.

so i don't know .. i'm stuck and i feel empty. as if something is seriously missing that I can’t satisfy

i feel like i'm good at things but i'm never the best .. for example i got to the second best rank in the video game i play but i could never get the best. it's a repetitive pattern in several things I do in life, I feel like I can never be the "best" in something it's keeping me up a lot at nights

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Try drugs if you havent.

Amphetamines will get you that top spot. I got super high on the leaderboards of hotline miami because i challenged myself to complete every level in one combo while binging them, and like all of the top scores are hackers so i don't even know what my actual spots were

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i hate druggies so much. Especially when you proselytize your shitty and dangerous habits to other (vulnerable) people.

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Seem kinda angry man, you should try MDMA

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