I cant hold it in anymore

The speak of the 72 virgins and the speak of the 72 Demons of the Croatia the number 9 being of completion which is also the amount of basic hand signals and a Kata seven being the amount of deadly sins to being the amount of biological genders that are more prominent than the others, 666 equals progression which equals human which we are 666 not 555 not 333 not 777 which 777 is Library 777 which is a book of lies lies and Truth being the two I know I didn't trick anything but I have a book that says to throw it out once you're done reading it or Omens of illness will happen upon you but I never read the last chapter I skipped over and read the part that said to throw it out after reading the full book. If you read Library 777 as a whole The Book of Lies, rather than reading it chapter by chapter day after day if you read it as a whole thought you will see everything that he was trying to teach that one little stupid thing which was nothing it was all a lie. I read it all I keep reading it I keep reading everything it's all on my mind how the little sections of brain are actually controlled by demons and when you want to walk the sections of brain in your mind you unlock the demons, there are good demons they are bad demons in there are neutral demons. But we are 666 everyone is 666 we are all demons this is heck this is not a paradise and if we think we are creating a paradise here we are doing exactly as the devil was told in the Bible to do so. To think one thing is another to have one as a whole but to have the hole is not to think of one but the other. I don't get why magic is so sacred when it becomes actually a part of life and when you see people doing magic everyday and not noticing that they can help themselves with a little bit of knowledge that you know that you understand that you've been there to see and see them fail anyways and then offer hope is beyond human. It's demonic but does help them out the first time before even thinking is truly God for you and see the future and people don't understand that that is the future we can see they're thinking oh will a million years from now what is this and it's pretty obvious not by scientific but by everything we can actually fathom to see and understand the Stars the universe the cosmos the little tiny particles of dust that we are in the entire vacuum of whatever firecracker that we've managed to survive on and off of is us as a whole and I do not hate you for I would be hating myself, I cannot push you unless I can push myself, I cannot help you unless I can help myself. The Bible the Satanic Bible the Quran all of it is just do it yourself help books that's not to be something so sacred that you hold against people and hold it up to people otherwise you're just holding up your own do it yourself book up to someone and say no this is how you do it and that's why people get pissed it's not anything to do with religion. I'm probably wrong and everything I do and say but if I am wrong then 2 + 2 is 4 plus I cannot just be totally wrong so here I am is it a lie or is it the truth I don't know but I just wanted to tell you there's so much that this little tiny World holds then I just hate it all how we're doing exactly as what everything is doing saying it's not just hidden behind something it's not a wall it's playing as day but covered with a bright Veil so you only see the beauty instead of the wrinkles