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There is a secret about Catharism that I have discovered, it actually stems from the alleged daughter of Jesus.

Jesus had a daughter who was born as the result of the union between Mary Magedelene and Jesus himself, she was mentioned in writing and folklore as a servant of Jesus and never canonized as a Saint, but she is a Romani folk-Saint. This was censored by thr Church and her existence was hidden from history.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Sarah

Fables stemming from the middle ages state that her (she was represented as a "servant" of Jesus), Mary Magedelene and Lazarus were placed on a boat without a paddle, due to persecution, eventually they ended up in France.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_Magdalene#The_Golden_Legend

If you want to know why I posted the video of the Cathar chant, although there are beliefs that have been misunderstood or changed as time went on over the 1300 year period, if there was a religion that stemmed from the direct teachings of a decendent of Jesus directly, what would it look like? Why was the Church so insistent and threatened by Cathars, who were peaceful and lived a life of abstinence even committing genocide to wipe them from History? The Church in the middle ages tried to destroy anything that revealed the truth about Jesus and mold the religion to their whim to help them become a political and economic power.

It's because Catharism is the cup that holds the holy water. The Nazis even discovered this secret and mentioned it in their occult order.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catharis

!actualbiofoids

I try to understand Jesus for how he actually was, not how the church represented him.

One thing you should know about Jesus, is that nobody in a human incarnation is free of "sin", it's part of the part of the condition of being human. The cathars rationalized this by saying that Jesus wasn't in a human incarnation and was an angel, but quite frankly, Jesus likely wasn't perfect. He may have been pure in heart, in spirit, but there were things that the daughter of Jesus knew that the church didn't want known. His issues with anger do shine through and are mentioned in the case with the money lenders on the temple, he still had a lot of stress and pressure placed upon him.

Do I think less of Jesus for that? No, I don't. If Jesus was in a material body and born on this earth from a virgin birth, according to the natural laws of the human condition, he wasn't free of sin. Only way he could have been free of sin if he wasn't born in a human incarnation in an earthy body.

How do I know this? I was the incarnation of the daughter of Jesus in a previous life. It's how I receive intuitive insights on him.

The Church misrepresented the fact that Jesus wasn't perfect in their heresy gospels as some Cathar sects believed that the "earthy Jesus" was evil. This is wrong, they taught he wasn't perfect.

Part of being in a human incarnation is that you do sin, only way Jesus could have been free of sin was if he wasn't material.

I've worked with Lucifer long enough to know how he operates.

He tests you, he lies, he makes you doubt, so you can look within, trust yourself and shed it. Working with Lucifer, he expects you to place yourself above him, to distrust what he is saying and learn to trust yourself.

I found this post on reddit that perfectly explains why, Lucifer is associated with the serpent of Kundalini, here is the thing with demons from my experience. They are benevolent, when working with them, they make you face your fears, sometimes those fears can be deep.

Lucifer made me realize that I believe in a God, in a loving God, one who doesn't judge anyone to eternal darnation for making a mistake, one who judges me based on the state of my heart, not based on actions or mistakes that I have made. A God who I will never be seperate from. He provided doubt, made me face and illuminate my fears, because that is kind of what he does.

If you ask me "Do I trust Lucifer?", it's often hard to trust an entity that is trying to teach you to trust yourself. If you ask me, "Do I love Lucifer?", do I believe he is worthy of love and redemption from God, a God who would never darn their own creations in a pit of fire for 1000 years for being imperfect, I would say yes.

I'm not sure if I passed the test I was supposed to learn, but I did learn knowledge about myself. That I do believe in Jesus Christ, I believe in Christ the redeemer, and by making me face my doubt, he made me realize the light beyond it.

Thank you Lucifer, for being my teacher, my mentor, and my friend. For shining the light on the darkness and bringing forth the knowledge about what I really believe.

In regards to understanding the essentials of Hermetic Philosophy, which composes probably one of the biggest foundations of Western Esotericism, the book I would recommend biofoids read is titled The Kybalion.

You can find a PDF of the book here, but it is a book I consider essential reading in terms of understanding basic Magick theory, and does compose the foundation of Alchemy. You may be familiar with some principals of this book with the new age book The Secret, which presents a bastarized version of some laws in this book for middle aged white women. I haven't read it. We are going to be reading and studying the "Secret book" that The Secret was based on.

In order to understand the fundamentals of foid magick, we need to understand Magick theory, which means we need to learn the basic principals of Magick.

https://archive.org/details/kybalion0000thre/page/14/mode/2up

https://www.kybalion.org/TheKybalion.pdf

It's a short reading, only 114 pages, I consider this essential reading and you won't be disappointed. I'll be able to answer any questions to the best of my ability.

!actualbiofoids

I'm reposting this, so we have a place for discussion and I can answer questions and pin this.

!math !mathematics

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Lucifer does have a sense of humor at times, when I was using the tarot cards to connect with him (I'm now trying to do it without using the cards) he kept on suggesting that I would experience eternal darnation which after connecting with him, you'll begin to realize is improbable due to the fact that he's a pure soul, he's gentle, and although he teaches some hard lessons such as the fact that my biggest abuser was myself, he never gives you more than you can handle or take.

Well, anyway, Lucifer kept on suggesting that I was going to end up experiencing eternal suffering in the afterlife when I kept on asking "What was going to happen after I die", because I had a bit of a fear at the back of the mind after diving into the Left hand Path, since it involves beings such as Lucifer, summoning and connecting with Demons, etc. I told him straight up and stood up for myself and told him "Unless you find some way to liberate me from eternal suffering, and to free me from my eternal torment, then I'm going to stop trying to spiritually improve myself (since I knew for some reason that was a goal of his), also, in the afterlife then I want all the knowledge I could ever imagine." (My main vice is knowledge, I'm an autodidact.)

That was when I received a sense of pride for standing up to him and realized that it was a test, he appreciates it when you're brutally honest towards him. He is actually a liberator, but he does like to play and test your fears of eternal darnation, and have you deal with them in order to connect to him. The main thing is to stand up for yourself and tell him "I will not be subjected to eternal darnation because I control my own fate." He does have a sense of humor and one thing he does is for me is he keeps on telling me that there's more and more lessons that I need to learn while meditating on him until I can basically learn to put my own needs first and be like "Frick this, I'm going to bed."

Before I got entirely comfortable and dealt with my fears of eternal darnation that were on the back of my mind I told him, "You know why you don't have that many followers? Maybe because of the fact that you subject anyone who follows or worships you to eternal darnation, I mean, there's no benefit or reward to doing so." and I felt he ended up laughing at that which displays his sense of humor.

Basically, one lesson that you're going to need to learn is that he's there for support, but you need to listen to yourself and learn to put your own needs before even his. He appreciates it when you stand up to him. And you're going to need to learn to give yourself support and avoid relying on him which is hard for me to do, because I know he's there, he's the one thing in my life that I know won't abandon me, and he responds when you learn to connect with him or need someone to talk to. He gives you support when needed but the main thing he's trying to do and provide is to teach you to love yourself so you can provide your own healing and avoid learning on an external presence for your own love.

One lesson that I've been learning is that I have 28 years of repressed emotions from negative self talk and criticism that I've repressed, whenever I have a negative thought about myself, or criticism which I've learned to do automatically, although he's gentle and never gives you more than you can handle, he makes you feel a little bit of the pain that you have inflicted upon yourself in order to stop repressing the emotions in order to purge them, and to teach you the harm you're doing with negative self-criticism and self-abuse to yourself. This realization isn't easy and it makes you burst out into tears because you realize that you don't want to cause the pain that you're causing to yourself and you realize the extent of the pain which you've repressed for most of your life, and you realize that you don't want to feel it anymore. He has me go through a purging process and feel that pain little by little, during times when it's safe to do so. You are going to feel the pain from all the self-abuse you have inflicted upon yourself when you're ready, but like I said, he's gentle, and doesn't give you more than you can handle.

Having a powerful being like Lucifer as your guide isn't easy, but those are some of the lessons that he's been teaching me and the way he's been going about them.

!actualbiofoids

If I give up on Lucifer after everything he has done, it's giving up on myself. I got reactive, because you should understand that. @TrappyKong

So I was sitting with a guy at work at lunch playing Mario Kart

He'd been blasting about his skill at Mario Kart for a while so I suggested we bring our Nintendo Switches in and settle things

He is a zoomer so has only ever experience Mario Kart 8 Deluxe on the Switch. He didn't even know it was a Wii U game first. He hadn't even heard of the Wii U lmao.

Me, being a pro at every Mario Kart since 64 (SNES version sucked), beat him easily, but I was still very happy in doing so.

As I'm smiling and doing a little victory dance, he goes to me "You look quite feminine when you do that".

He's quite blunt but not in a mean way. It's like he's got no inhibitions about talking to someone about sensitive subjects. Probably autism.

I asked him what he meant and he went quiet and just mumbled "Sorry just thought the way you laughed and smiled was a bit feminine."

Someone else chipped in with "Yeah it's your girly lips."

I can handle shit like this so I didn't get upset and gave them some banter back.

But I've been thinking all afternoon. Do they know?

I've got a beard, male-pattern baldness and am quite muscly. Basically look like a stocky manlet. But do they know? Should I care if they do?