I was on call to him earlier today and he was talking about how he saw his kids yesterday 12f and 16f, he sleeps on the sofa when he stays round (it's just both his kids and their mum who he split up with) and was telling me how he was asking his kids to sleep in their rooms with them so he wouldn't have to sleep on the sofa. They both told him no and I was telling him that it's understandable as when you're growing up you don't want to share a bed with your dad as you want your own space and it feels a bit weird. He understood but said they used to let him a couple years ago when they were younger. I get that he doesn't want to sleep on a sofa but surely it would feel weird to him to sleep in the same bed as your 12 year old daughter.

Then he was saying that he had his youngest give him a back massage and how he rubbed her back too. I can't tell if I'm reading too much into it but it made me feel a bit uncomfortable. I know they're his kids but with some stuff he's said and also being into younger girls (he tells me 18 is the lowest he'd go) I just feel uneasy about it. I told him I'd give him a back massage when he sees me tomorrow but he didn't react that happily. I'm probably reading into it too much but I get scared for his kids and I feel sick that I still talk to him.

Digging into her profile:

He's said that the youngest he'd go is 18 but he's made comments of how he'd go for someone younger if it wasn't illegal and I'm scared I'm just here to fulfill some screwed up fantasy he has.

I'm 18f and l've had a bit of a weird habit of talking to older guys online since I was 16.

Back then I knew I was groomed and made to do gross stuff, some sexual and some just disgusting. But I feel like l've moved on from it because I don't feel as obliged to do everything a man tells me to, I still send nudes and sexual things but if I don't want to do it I feel a lot better at saying no.

However recently a guy 49m who l met online, has become a big part of my life and I've met up with him quite a lot now. He was always sweet to me and never asks for nudes especially after I explained how l'd let men treat me before. He has two kids, 12 and 16, and although l've asked him a few times if he likes younger girls and he always denies it, l've had him saying he used to talk to younger girls online until he got caught out for it. So I can't tell if I'm enabling him and letting him live out his fantasies through me or he simply likes me for me. I obviously understand if he liked younger women and I know I'm on the cusp of being legal but I can't tell if I'm just screwing up my life and he has ulterior motives.

And today he went drinking with his friends and when I called him he was very drunk. I decided to ask him what the lowest age he would go for was because it's been playing on my mind a lot and I know reading all the comments on the other posts that I need to block him (im really sorry I haven't.)

He then proceeded to tell me about this girl that would get on the same bus as him every day and that she was in her school uniform. He assumed she was 15/16 which is still so disgusting for him to even consider but said that she would put on her make up and looked a lot older. Then the next school year when she got on the bus she was still wearing school uniform. (In the UK we have a thing called sixth form where you can wear your own clothes) and said that she must've been 14/15 the previous year. He was saying that he kept fantasizing about being her dad meanwhile he has two kids already 12f and 16f. I told him how disgusting I thought that was and reminded him the fact he has kids her age. He then said that I shouldn't twist it and that the world is a messed up place.

The best part is even after he told her this, she posts this 2 weeks later:

I've only seen the 49 year old four times and we've had s*x three of the times when I stayed over. In my opinion we've done a lot of stuff together that I feel like I shouldn't mention in too much detail but it includes oral both ways, butt stuff both ways too (i licked his bum), a lot of different positions and he tried anal with me but it hurt too much.

He considers all of this vanilla s*x which I understand and I guess it is but for only seeing him a few times and only really having had s*x with him, I'm scared to go further. I'm seeing him tomorrow and he's talked about bringing a variety of s*x toys including handcuffs, rope, collar and leash and a whip.

He's also talked about doing watersports and doing anal properly since it hurt too much for me last time. I want to try everything out at least once but it feels scary that he's bringing all of that stuff and I'm very unsure about trying it all out this early. I get uncomfortable even talking about it and I know I'll go through with anything he wants to do.

Lots of people seething on X about the fact that Biden is uniquely unliked and if defeating Trump is your main concern any other candidate is better. https://twitter.com/search?q=%22Nate+Silver%22

Trump: It must be because of my relationship with M.I.T., very smart, I say, what would happen if the boat sank, and you have this tremendously powerful battery, and the battery is now underwater…. Do I get electrocuted or do I jump over by the shark? pic.twitter.com/zAUkDoOBD3

— Acyn (@Acyn) June 9, 2024

I say, what would happen if the boat sank from its weight, and you're in the boat, and you have this tremendously powerful battery, and the battery is now underwater. And there's a shark that's approximately 10 yards over there.

By the way, lot of shark attacks lately, I watched some guys justifying it today. 'Well, they weren't really that angry. They bit off the young lady's leg because of the fact that they were, they were not hungry, but they misunderstood who she was. He said 'there's no problem with sharks, they just didn't really understand a young woman's swimming. She really got decimated and other people too, a lot of shark attacks.

So I said, there's a shark 10 yards away from the boat, do I get electrocuted? If the boat is sinking, water goes over the battery, the boat is sinking, do I stay on top of the boat and get electrocuted? Or do I jump over by the shark and not get electrocuted?

Because I will tell you he didn't know the answer. He said, 'you know, nobody's ever asked me that question.' I said I think it's a good question. I think there's a lot of electric current coming to that water. But you know what I'd do? If there was a shark or you get electrocuted, I'll take electrocution every single time. I'm not getting near the shark.

If Apple integrates OpenAI at the OS level, then Apple devices will be banned at my companies. That is an unacceptable security violation.

— Elon Musk (@elonmusk) June 10, 2024

And if anyone's tells yas, it were ACA and the Bussy Gang who robbed ya's!

<Shoots "ACA" into the wall>

!alligatorfrickhouse !fhqwhgads no snitches y'see?