I want to become a CSM female

I have always been an heterosexual and being attracted to girls never made me want to become one of them because I'm pretty confortable being a man. That said this changed for moments when reading chainsaw man. The female characters are so aesthetically appealing and look like such gracious mythical beings that a male like me could never hope to reach a tenth of their beauty. They have slim athletic bodies and no signs of possible imperfections. If god was a female she would probably look like a chainsaw man character.

For once all of the main ones have sexy or unique features. Makima has the phat butt and this redhead look with brides which gives her heavy mommy vibes. Kobeni has the innocent look and gives awkward young adult vibes, as if she was still a childish teenager but is forced to work like all other adults to survive. Asa is the outcast of her class but under her long skirt has a fit body as we've seen and she probably has interest in s*x and has been masturbating constantly for a while. Himeno is also mommy material and has a fair share of experience having s*x because she is older and lives alone. Because of this she has probably the best s*x of all of them and is open to anal. The list goes on.

And Reze, oh my gawd Reze. She is such a beautiful women that even if she always shited with gigantic pieces of corn on her shit that would still be such an elegant act. She is also the best dressed character. Everything about her design is perfect. She has that look that combines aesthetic modern tiktok like fashion with elegance. Everything from her skirt to her chocker fits perfectly.

I would like to be her walking graciously in a sunny day, going to meet a guy on a date but then realize that he is a peepeehead so she doesn't see him again after having casual s*x(my moans would be hot af). S*x with her is not a degrading act where she is dominated or looses her individuality as a human being. She has the most dignified s*x imaginable. She is an independent woman that doesn't need any man to be perfect as she is.

Because of this I now understand trans people when they feel in a body that isn't theirs. This doesn't mean I suddenly become trans but still I like to imagine being as beautiful as one of them and having lesbian or straight s*x. Being ripped af makes me at least closer to them than if I was, let's say, obese, and this makes me happy. But still I know I will never achieve their beauty. Maybe in the next life I will be Reze and live happily with Denji as a handsome couple

valid!

/r/egg_irl

Bro what are you talking about? This is a complete cis desire? Source: I am cis and wants to be a cute anime girl

Wanting to be a fictional character doesn't make someone trans bro. OP seems to sexualize her more like.