julianna Joy - Nevermind

She starts the conversation with nevermind

She tilts her head forward, and i watch as it leaves her spine

And I can see it in her face and I try find words to explain but we sit in silence

And I say nothing

She asks how long its been

But honestly I think its been since the end

And i really thought I could fix things with my own two hands

I try to find the words to explain but we sit in silence

And I say nothing

Yeah

'Cause I'm not the one

'Cause I'm not the one

But I wish I was

But I wish I was

Nevermind she says

She closes her eyes and tilts her head

I am the tears that fall in her hands

She's everything I am

I hold her closely but I know we can't ever be this close again

'Cause I'm not the one

'Cause I'm not the one

But I wish I was

But I wish I was

'Cause love is the war I never thought I'd lose

You are everything and nothing at all

And I'd be a fool to say i've won

'Cause you're everything and nothing at all

'Cause I'm not the one

'Cause I'm not the one

But I wish I was

But I wish I was

'Cause love is the war I never thought I'd lose

You are everything and nothing at all

And I'd be a fool to say I've won

'Cause you're everything and nothing at all

You're trapped in my head of steel

Oh, I thought i knew how this would feel

But everything's cold and oh, behold

I'm the reason it's real

'Cause I'm not the one

'Cause I'm not the one