Some dude just straight up dies posting to reddit

There's destiny even behind RCs, yes >Meaning, what's meant to happen, will happen exactly as supposed

I intentionally ODed many times except the only and accidental Serotonin Syndrome, also posting for immediate help on Reddit (like 6 yrs ago) while pacing there and back for hours bc otherwise when idle brain neurons felt like slowly burning from beginning to end (so I was left to do their work, hahah), and then was in rest lying for days without moving, head propped up, till it all finally subsided back to the ole nOrMaL (shoutout to all the bros and sis who aided me in that thread)

Magic happened in all of the precedently deadly ODs, SS and kept me alive even without side effects, waking up like nothing happened OR reality had warped and I went off exploring, getting as far as hand-cuffed and triple-belted by 911 called on myself

Still, most the time, I wish I was, again, dead now, bc of how the world and people are; am almost religiously suicidal

P.S. Ppl are, perhaps, likely to downmarsey this to doom 👁️, and that's the best part 🤙🏼 It's as fun as the upmarseys 🧨

Either way, peace and RCs 🧑🏽‍🔬🕊️

Based. Of course the science nerd cucks on Reddit downmarsey