I have lost interest in drugs

Around a year ago I started engaging in a lot more drug related degeneracy. I'm young, in college, and figured that it was something I wanted to try. I had also been drinking consistently for some time before that and gotten bored of alcohol, so finding something new was appealing. I basically progressed through a bunch of different substances, gradually getting bored of each one.

It started with weed. After around a week of usage I got less and less interested because it made me much less productive and I felt like a cute twink. 99% of the people I know who smoke weed on a regular basis are low functioning r-slurs. Plus, I wanted something more intense. This was when I found LSD, which is probably the drug that has held my interest the longest. At one point last year I was taking two tabs roughly every 1-2 weeks for a couple months. Tried microdosing, sitting in the dark alone, partying, overall great drug. Honestly I feel like I discovered this substance too early, since taking LSD also killed any desire I had to smoke, drink, or take mushrooms like I used to.

Shrooms were basically lower energy acid. Still felt like a bit of a cute twink for using them. The vibes are off, I wanted something more social. That was when I found MDMA, which also held my interest for some time. Started taking it for parties I would go to with friends and it was an excellent time. Fricking while on Molly is also close to life changing. But the next day depression streaks were tiring so I gradually have just stopped using it. I also tried DMT, but I felt like a loser since I had to smoke it with this fricking r-slurred hippie guy. Overall it was cool but not something I'd prefer to repeat. Coke has been my most recent experiment, and I had fun with it for about a week before I lost interest. I also tried opiates once, (unintentionally) meth, and 2CB. All felt relatively mid.

This brings me to today. I currently have access to basically every drug I listed, clean, and for dirt cheap or free. I even have some of each left over. But I literally just have no interest in taking them. Not in a party setting, not chilling with friends, and definitely not alone. I feel like I've gone through all of them, gotten a variety of experiences, and there's nothing really left for me. To be completely honest, LSD absolutely obliterates any other drug I've tried and anytime I try something new I end up comparing it to that, which obviously, it can't. Now, aside from social drinking at parties and an occasional drunk cig I am basically sober. Not because I had a grand revelation about drugs being bad for me, or that I don't have the time for them anymore, or even the negative side affects. I just don't want to anymore. It's boring. Is this relatable to anyone else or am I r-slurred?

And before some r-slur comes in here and says "haha no bro it's because you haven't tried the real shit! meth, heroin, fentanyl, and [inset drug] are where it's at!" First of all, you're simply wrong. I didn't include opiates in this list but I've tried them and they're shit. You realize you're doing poor people drugs right? Meth is for people who can't afford MDMA and opiates are for fat midwesterners. I am convinced that there is not a single drug on this planet that is more "intense" or "better" than some combination of LSD/MDMA, and even if there was, I would probably get bored of it anyway. I literally cannot fathom ruining your life/body/mind for an experience as mediocre as mild opiate euphoria. If you're smart, drugs should always be a cost/benefit analysis, and the idea of shooting up heroin for an experience objectively worse than a $2.50 tab of acid is r-slurred.