Currently I am taking a low dose of daily Busiprone, Tadalafil, and a generic multivitamin. I also am on creatine for the gym. Together these three have seriously improved my life and I highly recommend all of them to fellow drug-pilled dramatards who want to spend ~$100 for a higher QoL and feeling.

I started with a generic multivitamin a few months ago and I instantly felt healthier. This isn't placebo either, I do regular skincare/workouts and I could visibly see clearer skin and a faster increase in gains within three weeks.

Then I started on a low dose daily Tadalafil (generic Cialis, the peepee drug). I'm a young guy and don't really need it for the peepee benefits but that is a bonus. Mainly I've just noticed a greater "pump" when working out and there's some literature coming out suggesting that it is positive for heart health and preventative of Alzheimers. Turns out increasing blood flow in a minimally invasive (NOT Viagra, a less sensitive version that can frick up your vision) way is good for you in general. Definitely recommend just for the workout feeling.

The most recent addition is Busiprone. I've had minor struggles with social anxiety/GAD for my whole life, not enough to seriously impair me in any way, but just a general discomfort. I never asked to be medicated because SSRIs are scary. But recently I learned about Busiprone which seems to be a super mild anxiety med without any of the nasty SSRI side affects (completely different drug class). I've been on the lowest daily dose for 5 weeks now and I've definitely noticed a difference in my behavior and feelings, no more random pits in my stomach and less racing thoughts. The most noticeable side affect has been a super high s*x drive, which is more like a benefit to me.

Critically I can also take all of these medications with cocaine, psychedelics, and alcohol if I moderate my dose.

I already have a relatively healthy diet/workout routine/sleep schedule. At this point I'm just experimenting with different pills to see what can elevate my fitness and general feeling beyond that. if you guys have any recommendations for what to add on to this stack I'm happy to hear it.

Bait account or real? I don't know anything about crack

mmt of this psycho who killed her bf and only got 2 years probation

https://nypost.com/2024/01/29/news/lawyer-for-california-woman-dodging-jail-in-marijuana-stabbing-stands-by-psychotic-defense/

Already kinda feeling it ngl brand is polka dot

Definitely glad I didn't take more. Got tracers and a fat headspace.

can yall give me any advice on opiate withdrawal? I'm gonna start soon fr. I been on alcohol benzos opiates n weed. I've cut out the benzos. obv I smoke n drink everyday. so I'm not going through every wd at once. I'm done w benzos at least for now. so I'm just on about q half pint alc, 4 perc 10 (there rela), amd as much weed as my lungs can take. cut out all the benzos. justvwd from percs ivwanna stip doing them but mitigate opiate wd. still smoking gad. should I cut out alc while I'm at it?

I was browsing Erowid and stumbled across this little tidbit about the pharmaceutical, Pregabalin. Apparently, (according to this page) 4% of people report euphoria from taking the drug. I actually had this prescribed to me years ago and I didn't feel shit when I took it, anyone here lucky enough to have the recreational Pregabalin gene? If so wanna tell us what it's like? Experiences on Erowid say it's kinda like weed which is pretty interesting.

On that note I do wonder if there's any other obscure substances that only a small portion of the population can get high off of.

Let me know if you agree or disagree. I'll also be rating them with a letter grade.

Starting off with the first drug I ever tried, marijuana. I used to love pot and smoke it daily. Somewhere around age 20 it stopped agreeing with me and no matter how little I smoke the only noticeable affect this drug has is anxiety. It's gay and gross and I don't like weed. Sue me.

Grade: F

Second up is alcohol. This drug also used to be fun, but now I don't much care for it. I just get really sleepy. But I enjoy beer with a meal, cuz I'm a man.

Grade: C

Nicotine. Fricking love it, eh. Nothing quite hits the spot like nicotine and it's always there for you when you need it.

Grade: A

LSD. Too fricking long and I've done too much of the shit. Used to sell it in highschool. Anytime I take it it's just a bad trip and I'm told to hang up the phone. It still has a place in my heart though, but it's hard to explain. It almost feels like going to a magic show but you know all the tricks already.

Grade: C

Shrooms. Tastes like butt but at least it lasts a normal amount of time. Same problem as LSD, though. Psychs just ain't it for me anymore, and that's okay.

Grade: C

Salvia. Frick that shit.

Grade: F--

DMT. Too much for me. Every time I've broken through I fight it too hard and just give myself a bad trip.

Grade: D

Adderall. I thought I liked stims, but really it just gives me anxiety and I also gack my jaw all over the place. Not a huge fan.

Grade: C

Benzos. What's the point of these little dudes except to knock the frick out? All my friends got wildly addicted to these in our earlier years but I never got the appeal. Just makes me sleep. Kinda nice.

Grade: B

Opiates. What's not to love? Makes your whole body feel like it's on a cloud. All the pain is gone. Good little dudes.

Grade: A+

Cocaine. Frick me did I get addicted to this shit. Another drug I've sold a lot of. Genuinely enjoyable in a party situation. Love to mix it with alcohol and play darts. Had a bad problem with it but quit cold turkey when I found out my wife was pregnant and now every time I do it I get anxiety and feel like shit. Idk the high kinda just feels like addiction as a high I guess though.

Grade: B

MDMA. Overdid it in highschool. Killed the magic and my braincels.

Grade: D

Meth. Only purposefully smoked it once, probably snorted it a bunch of times. Kinda feels like adderall 2.0 but with more addiction

Grade: F

Heroin. Only smoked it once. Puked. Felt great. Then instant withdrawals. Not fun.

Grade: F

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/marijuana-reclassified-drug-enforcement-administration-shift/

https://old.reddit.com/r/HuffingCommunity/comments/1cgl6jk/its_officially_war_against_rgoblin

I did, twice, because it was supposed to be ecstasy. It was still pretty good

Link me all the news article you want - I GUARANTEE in every single case fake pills were involved.

Why would anyone lace cocaine with fent? Hmmm, yes. Today I'm going to lace an upper with a downer for no good reason.

Fentanyl isn't cheap. Black market fentanyl pills go for $30 a pop. Why would you lace the cheapest drug with that?

Maybe, and a huge maybe, the dealer didn't clean his scale and a tiny amount got into your drugs. You're telling me enough got in to kill you? No. It fricking didn't, r-slur.

Your drug addicted friend who died from "fent in his coke" was doing both cocaine and pills and the pills, not the coke, had the fent.

Meth makes people fricking cringe and weird and gets rid of there self awareness. Which is why meth heads are the lowest of the low on the human totem pole and nobody likes or wants to be around them. Because it turns people into basically what you just typed. Straight up insufferable weird butt scary MFs who nobody feels comfortable or safe being around. It also makes you look like a zombie. And overall behave un-human like. Yet you will try to justify it and will no longer have your human self awareness to see any issue. Congrats. Say goodbye to society. At least you have other meth heads and zombies to talk to and hang around.

> tfw sister is trans..

> "yo...is having kids or r*pe what makes incest bad ... Like what if you don't breed .. and it's not r*pe...then what is it ?"

Well, I guess you can't impregnate a biological male, so that's a faultless workaround to the morality of your incest debacle.

Don't care the butt was fat. We smoke meth were already fricking degenerates

!druggies

First off, thank you to my insurance risk pool for paying for me to get high 2x a week 🤗

I am on Spravato 84mg twice a week for treatment resistant depression having failed 8 or 9 SSRIs/SNRIs, hospitalized 4x, attempted twice (once which was almost fatal…in the ICU for awhile). People throw around the terms “abuse” and “trauma” an awful lot but some things I have experienced I've never even told another soul (even my sister). Really glad my psychiatrist is gay bc I feel safe talking about some of the CSA with him. I had a therapist before who I swear got “excited” talking about it.

I had been relatively stable for around 5 years until I faced some work stress in the last 12 months. I guess a lot of my problems came roaring back and I fell into a deep depression. I did inpatient, partial hospitalization and intensive outpatient and it didn't really help that much tbh. I am currently on 2X the max dose of Prozac and it just makes me unable to c*m or cry. It wasn't helping with the anhedonia and my panic attacks were still happening around 1x a week. I was running out of options (hence the $10k service dog….)

Enter ketamine 😍

Spravato is the FDA approved version for depression. You sniff it 3x 5 minutes apart and then they leave u in a room to go on a psychedelic trip.

WELL

This shit is working. I have my fourth session today.

The first two times I k-holed and had out of body experiences (seeing myself from above) and saw life was beautiful again….theres so much life to live. It was a lot like doing shrooms. The effects wore off pretty quickly but I was grateful for any respite from the despair. The third time I didn't have a full trip or anything (was more like being pleasantly drunk) but the effects have stuck around. As I wrote on another post, I am reading for pleasure, I have hopes and plans for the future and I believe all my problems have solutions.

My hot psychiatrist said they don't do it much at Northwestern bc of the tolerance you can develop. That part kind of scares me but hopefully I'll be able to crawl out of this abyss first.

If you have treatment resistant depression, it's worth looking into. I know for the Blues it just required failing one SSRI. There is a copay assistance program so you shouldn't have to pay much if anything to get it as long as you have private commercial insurance.