[Extremely rushed and late] Account Birthday "celebration"

It's been 1 year since I decided to ruin my life for good and start an account here :marseyangel:

This was supposed to be a quick doodle as I'm extremely busy lately (still took me over 2 hours because I suck) I didn't even have time to abuse the double DC weekend :marseysulk:

It looks like absolute dogshit and I don't care, I just wanted to draw something stupid to "celebrate" my even stupider account's birthday. After all, I only started drawing because of rdrama. How pathetic is it that I got a new hobby from a gossip site?

Did you know that I failed art class back in high school? and that was the last time I ever drawn anything before rdrama? That was a very long time ago by the way, but I know you can't tell because I'm such a good artist and I don't hate everything I draw.

Alright, you can all laugh at the r-slurred Deviant Artist now. At this point I should create an account there, unironically.


Also did you know it's possible to remove a pin award from your own post? I will never allow one of my posts be pinned ever again, not on my fricking watch :platyeyes:
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love the emotion of the piece, always great stuff. i wonder how it would look with darker/sharper shadows, more dramatic? idk good stuff liebchen

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![](/images/1653288161582916.webp) as a concept, I increased the shadow opacity in Krita but it looks off now, it would need way more work.

I tried to be done with this one as quickly as possible while also trying to apply some different brush sets I never used before, It was not intended to be overly depressing, but humorous with dark tones. The dark overlay was an afterthought and I think went overboard with it.

I like depressive/dark themes and it's mostly what I practice in free time, but posting those stuff here, while I'm also the self-deprecating r-slur of always will just make people think I'm struggling or closing to an heroing. Neither are the case rest assured.

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i meant something like this where the shadows in the piece are darkened. Sorry if its a little presumptions to edit your art, i just wanted to show you what i meant. As for emotions, I meant that it came off as darkly humorous and not overboard on the depressive side, so you did well there i think. Its also good to know youre playing up the self-depreciation babe

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I see, I do want to experiment more with shadows, illumination and such but I think I'm getting too overly ambitious. I really need to stick to the basics like linework and proportions but I can't help but try shit I shouldn't even worry about now at this stage.

Also no worries about editing my art, I'm not attached to them. People are free to use and do whatever they want with them. I welcome anyone who wants to improve upon them to try, it gives me new perspectives and ideas for future drawings.

My only wish is to not have them being spread around the site too much or added to the sidebar/banner/emotes tab.

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