Noooo gym bros are killing themselves Hehe muscles gooo big

Getting back on track, the way all these men treat eating and food rings a bell. They only see food as a means to an end, and worse, as a hurdle they need to get past or something they must endure ("I can't hit my protein"). Cycling between being hungry all the time (a feeling I know all too well) and having to keep stuffing themselves to the point they want to throw up. All that effort and yet never being big enough or defined enough.

I hate eating. I'm always full except when I'm starving an hour after I eat. I want to throw up 5 times a day sometimes. But I'm getting gains