Im single and ready to suicide bait in your dms if you dont respond to me within an hour

i dont really have any deep thoughts on lost other than "jack is a prime example of toxic masculinity embodied in a protagonist well before walter white was even conceived (though i admit they fumble his arc sometimes as they do with many characters, its part of the charm of the show)" and "oooh locke is on screen its kino time!!!!!" ive kinda just been consuming it like slop without much forethought but maybe ill try and think deeper about the themes going forward we'll see

as far as rdrama being a terrible place for me, im kind of used to it. ive told this story man times here but i grew up on 4chan. im not gonna pretend its not weird af that i am this way, but i also feel almost comfortable being in a community like this. idk its hard to explain and doubly hard for other people to wrap their head around im sure. i think it has something to do with my autism and how strongly nostalgia affects and influences me. this goes even moreso since i started my "transition" and started having my feelings actually like exist and not just be extremely vague and hard to process