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When I was in prison, I often said that there are no friends in prison. However, what a corrections officer once told me is perhaps more accurate: "There are no friends anywhere." There are no good people, and there is absolutely nothing worth liking about people. Prison is just a microcosm of society at large. Prison is human nature in its purest, rawest, most unadulterated form. Once you've experienced prison, you will never see the world the same way again. Prison is, as alt-righters would say, something that "redpills" you. Before I ever went to prison, I didn't think that my worldview could possibly get any more nihilistic or misanthropic. I was wrong. After experiencing prison, I now have seen firsthand what humanity really is. Human "civilization" is a complete sham - just the same dog-eat-dog prison pecking order dressed up in a shiny exterior to appear more palatable. Prison simply strips away that shiny exterior so that one can see the world as it really is. In the world at large - just like in prison - the only people destined to rise to the top are the most ruthless, heartless, amoral psychopaths, hence why the world is run by ruthless, heartless, amoral psychopaths. The only real difference between the people running the world and the inmates running prisons is that the latter don't pretend to be anything other than vicious, predatory criminals. They aren't nearly as skilled at dressing themselves up in "civilized" clothes. :doomerimpjak:

!metashit

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:#shadowrage:

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:#speechbubble:

:#spongebobretarded:


Democracy is the art and science of running the circus from the monkey cage.

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Democracy is the art and science of running the circus from the monkey cage.

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https://i.rdrama.net/images/1726781335564188.webp

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:#marseyconfused:

I get the people calling me an edgelord (which I fully expected, of course), but I really don't get this one. :marseyshrug:

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That's the closest soyjak I found to represent a reaction that is somewhat negative but in a serious, vague, concerned, low-intensity kind of way. That's a depressing idea to entertain, but in a less acute, more abstract way due to how broad it is. That also makes it difficult to rationalize away or definitively confirm philosophically(at least I assume that there is some small comfort in being 100% sure that human beings are horrible instead of just 80% since there is no hope to be crushed). I think I'm going to just keep being blue-pilled(I also chose that soyjak due to the fitting colour) on this, with arguments about how psychopaths are over-represented in prisons and morality probably evolved as some kind of innate instinct which helped hunter-gatherer communities survive more effectively and therefore human relations are not just dominance hierarchy machiavellianism, although I don't have enough life experience to be sure.

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You've spent way too much time online.

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Really? Because I originally wrote that paragraph while I was still in prison.

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But did you at least have a good time?

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I have a feeling he was definitely the one dropping soap.

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I don't get it :marseyconfused:

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its a doggy dog world out there

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real shit, neighbor

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BVLCKPVLL TRVTH NVKE

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You would hugely, unironically benefit from therapy. You're clearly quite angry and hurt from your time in prison but there's no reason to incorporate that as a core feature of your personality.

I'm telling you this because I'm rooting for you to have redemption instead of being a 1 note lolcow, and I generally like your postings on this site.

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I've been in therapy since I was a little kid. It's never done anything.

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You would have to want to address and work on your issues, but I suppose you don't want to because you think it won't be in your benefit.

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Which issues are you referring to?

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The ones that are my fault

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  • black and white thinking

  • avoidance, especially of socialization

  • nihilism and misanthropy less as a philosophical exercise and more as a practice in limiting yourself

If your therapist didn't try to work on any of this (in addition to whatever problems the internet layman can't spot) they gave up on you and are punching the clock for a paycheck. Sadly common practice for the majority of therapists, although they'd give the excuse the client didn't want to be challenged.

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