Himiko Kikuchi - All Right (Full Album, 1982)

haha im back to posting these albums i guess.

i miss dissociation, i dont know if thats bad, but i feel like dissociating/derealizing/depersonalizing or something like that. im not sure, alcohol isnt really that nice, its too depressing and inebriating for my tastes, its too easy to cry over petty shit like what the frick????!

i dont even think im addicted to the chemical dxm but rather the dissociation that it causes :( i like the not specifically being "conscious" part i guess? im not sure.

i feel like ordering japanese benzos to self medicate with (for anxiety only every few weeks) because regular benzos seem nigh impossible to obtain even for legitimate usage and it at least arent some shitty RC that needs to be weighed but i have shit in the mail overseas to wait on and i mean its just a plain fricking bad idea when ive got dxm on th way right?

anyway enjoy the music, its nice to "vibe" to, i think thats what the kids call it these days