guys i think i have bpd

I joke about being psychotic, but im not actually. i had an ex gf who was actually psychotic and she would hear voices and shit, crazy stuff. i dont hear voices, thankfully. i asked chat gpt my symptoms and it said I probably have bpd, sure enough I look up the symptoms and diagnostic criteria of bpd and I basically check every box.

people in my life think that I'm depressed. It's so much worse than that. it seems that i mask well enough that most people don't know my true nature, the fact that I just get so angry sometimes that I feel like I could shoot someone, and other times where I feel like I should shoot myself. im not going to spell everything out here because i dont need after me, also my future career might end up in defense and i certainly cant have the feds on me cuz then they wont hire me.

let's take a look at the diagnostic criteria for BPD!! also you can come fill it out yourself. you must meet at least 5 to be diagnosed:

>Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment

I meet this one so hard lmao.

>Unstable and chaotic interpersonal relationships, often characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation, also known as "splitting"

Chaotic for sure, idk if I meet the bar they're setting here tho

>Markedly disturbed sense of identity and distorted self-image

>Impulsive or reckless behaviors (e.g., uncontrollable spending, unsafe s*x, substance use disorders, reckless driving, binge eating)

I speed and do other things like that. It helps me feel like im actually alive

>Recurrent suicidal ideation or self harm

Yes.

>Rapidly shifting intense emotional dysregulation

Yes.

>Chronic feelings of emptiness

Yes.

>Inappropriate, intense anger that can be difficult to control

Yes, although my anger is the part that I mask best. I try not to let it seep out too much, but i feel like nobody knows how sometimes i could just kill someone in a fit of rage

>Transient, stress-related paranoid or severe dissociative symptoms

Meh

So thats like all but 2. I thikn i have bpd

@CARPMASflorist i told you, im not schizophrenic

also bpd is fembrained

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