I went through the entire routine list for the first 
time in one go.
Now I obviously have places where 
I need to put in more weight, but as of now I have gotten efficient enough 
that I could go through my entire routine list to cover an entire day and come out successful the other end no problem.
I no longer have the urge to distract myself. I have finally unlocked the zone.
May it not suck my soul dry and give me what I want.
Hope this helps.
It took me 16 iterations just to do the entire daily 
list altogether shallowly and revise it.
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Wife is J-pilled, parents are open and never opposing to my distain for jews and my love of history and the NatSoc movement. Sister in law is bleeding heart liberal, but not extreme leftist still shuts down and won't talk when cornered in an argument against her beliefs.
Anyways, today somehow jews came up and WWII which got the comment “Hitler was the most evil man” my wife overhears, rolls her eyes, gets ready for the speech. I casually explain to my sister in law what the jews did to German people before WWII and why Hitler gained power, what he did for Germany, and how the Holocaust doesn't make sense and numbers don't add up.
I talked for an hour straight as she butted in with questions but sat quietly listening as you could see her face deeply question everything she's been told. After an hour she didn't freak out or shut down, just politely said “that's all I can handle on Christmas” and when we hugged goodbye she whispered “nazi” as I whispered “sieg heil” at the same time to each other and everyone burst out laughing.
That would have NEVER happened before. The fact it did means she is becoming much more comfortable with my views which I consider huge win.
Merry Christmas!
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