On my waste day I got myself a tarot reading for fun

The upside down five of swords and the upside down Queen of Pentacles.

The meaning as per the site:

Five of swords ( upside down ):

Reversed

Forgiveness

Reconciliation

Making Amends

Queen of pentacles ( Upside down ):

Reversed

Jealousy

Obsession to the Material World

Suspicious

Focus on Social Status

Unfaithful

My translation:

I am going to learn to let go and love the world again. i am going to forgive myself all my great fuck ups, I am going to forgive my friends and family ( While still respecting my own decisions ) and I am going to love everybody as best as I can without giving up myself in the process.

The queen of pentacles bit:

I have to accept that I am a materialist at heart. I can feel strong passions for the women in my life but I am incapable of truly settling down right now. This means I will be loving the hell out of the women I come across but never settle down for the next few years. This will make me appear as a shallow asshole to outsiders but I am serious about consent so I wouldn't be doing anything to the women I meet that they didn't enthusiastically say yes to. I will also begin to climb up the social hierarchy of the world just by pushing my self and improving every single day. I will quite possibly break a few hearts along the process without meaning to. That makes me sad but honestly does sound like exactly how things will go. I don't think the jealousy and suspicion bits apply to me but who knows maybe the tarot sees something in me that I cannot perceive in myself.

@Grue