Does anyone else exude darkness, b-word?

The fricking other day I arrived at the fricking gym and two people immediately asked if I was fricking okay. I've been very stressed lately and I thought I looked fine but apparently not. Meanwhile a fricking few years back, I was fricking walking across campus in a fricking funk when a fricking woman in a fricking booth tried to get my attention. I kept walking and gave her a fricking little smile and I knew right away I'd messed up because the fricking color drained from her face and my eyes were fricking still in kill mode.