A letter to myself

It's time to stop living in regret.You made some bad choices studying English, but the past is in the past. It's time to make the most of what you have. Consider teaching overseas. It would mean quitting drugs but it's worth the sacrifice to build a life for yourself.

You also need to need to get over Sarah H. She loves you as a friend, and you need to accept and appreciate it. Friendship is rare and you should value such a close friendship instead of wanting to stick your peepee everywhere. You also need to calm down on the drugs and stop taking so many benzos, it's bad for your health even though it feels good. Kendrick Lamar isn't bad as I thought he was, he has some good songs. Hard is Life is an amazing person and she deserves respect and love because she has a hard life and she deserves support.

I need to certmax and find my way into the IT field.