this is who I am now
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Hey all, I'm taking a short break from effort posting today, since I reached my goal
Back to a few blog posts.
So here's my totally rational fear:
Walking around work without realizing my zipper is down.
I've seen it happen to someone else and no one had told him, until me... So he'd presumably walked around like that for at least a few hours.
Another one is that it was all a dream and I'll notice one night because a lamp in the corner looks a little off.
Huh
I'ma need a bigger bag for the cohort
Tryna make a millionaire out of slum dogs
Bet that, head crack, blunt force
Cozy with the east Africans up north
Where seven make a three, turn a ten by law
Crescent moon wink, when I blinked it was gone
Left the crib, smacked, no sheath on the sword
Made it by the skin of my teeth, thank God
'03, momma rockin' Liz Claiborne
Had her stressin' up the wall playin' Mary J. songs
Rainy day came, couldn't rinse the stains off
Long way to go, we already came far
Story stayed the same, it was never madе up
Threw me loose changе, look at what I made of it
When the mood change, I'ma poker-face 'em
It's a new day, who got all the aces?
Who be foldin' late? Who know when to play dead?
Who sit up straight when the roof caved in?
Had a full plate, you ain't wanna split it
Tell it to you straight, you ain't wanna listen
Cup runneth over the brim
Bust open, there's no closin' the lid
Drumroll, here go my lil' entrance
Gung ho, I'm the one that go get it
Five O's on me like the Olympics
Pure gold, somethin' told me, "Don't mix it"
Caught a feelin', momma had me out Temple
Not religious, we was really out Philly
Livin' on the fly tryna wing it
We got us a fire to rekindle
Redirect the fight where it's meant for
Triumph over plight and immense loss
Ride alone at night, I get clear thoughts
Caught a couple slights and I veered off
Saw another height, had my ears poppin'
Walked outside, it was still gorgeous
Sharp incisors reveal slowly
In the dark inside, we was real hungry
On a seven of the five, we was real hungry
Uh, niggas still drummin'
Foot shook ground when I stepped on it
Didn't look back when I broke soil
'Cause every time I did it would hurt more
In the dark inside, we was real hungry
On a seven of the five, we was real hungry
And I didn't look back when I broke soil
'Cause every time I did it would hurt more
Alright
Yessir, this nigga spittin'
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Embrace the gay
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My most severe rational fear is BIPOCs with more violent capacity than me arresting/raping/murdering me, then one of you r-slurs saying I had it coming
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dying alone
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I'm sorry, that one is really sad, I'm sure you won't die alone
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Me too. I know people who did everything right - married, have lots of siblings/brothers, made multiple children, and still spent the last years of their life alone and forgotten.
And they were from generations where kids were expected to take care of their aging parents and divorce was almost unheard of. Nowadays the chances of rotting alone in some appartment is much higher
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If you think about it, you're in the process of dying alone right now.
Hope that made you feel better.
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If you [fedpost removed], you can die with 200 friends!
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I'll be killed by a random young black man in a senseless act of violence
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I think you'll be ok
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I'm not going to be targeted but it's pretty easy to catch strays. I am in Detroit and Dearborn a lot for work.
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Detroit is scary, I've never been, but I've heard it's a lot like Gary, IN
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Night tornadoes.
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So not to long ago there were some really really bad storms in my town and the sirens went off in the middle of the night three different times
I woke up those mornings to like 18 texts from friends and family plus missed calls because the sirens all sounded in my area.
... I slept through them on the above ground floor right next to a window
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I know why you slept well
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I can and have slept thru them . It's kinda scary that I've had tornadoes less than half a mile from my sleeping head
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Broadtip arrows, pulled one out of a wood stump too hard after stupidly firing it from a crossbow (I was high and forgot to use the target tip ones) and slashed my wrist "down the road". Got super lucky that i didn't knick an artery, pressure on the wound got it closed by the time the ambulance got there (15 mins) and I didn't need to go into the hospital but a quarter inch deeper and I wouldn't be posting on this gay cat site. Now it's hard to look at bows or arrows without my arm hurting, still have the scars.
It was actually kinda cool in one way, my gf at the time (now wife) didn't panic and did everything right in an emergency, I realized I could actually trust her with serious shit.
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Death
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Aliens coming in my sleep an probing my anus
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It wasn't aliens…
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Did you make this?
https://x.com/PostsOfCats/status/1811102045610373163
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Nope! I wish I did, their style is really good for simple illustration
My biggest issue with my actual art; I make it over complicated
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My mom live to be 100
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Fair, I had nightmares as a kid of my mom getting dementia
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Dementia would be preferable. St least she would be dead in 10. Not in 30. I cant imagine being 60 still having to deal with her BS
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You know what, that's fair
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My brothers wife is late 30. Her grandma died this year. Her mother is close to 70. And she had to care and arange her own mothers stuff.
Best part. My sister in law still has left grandpa. From his father side. Both of her parents have to care for their parents in their retirement.
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I honestly can't imagine having to arrange a funeral
I'm fortunate where I haven't had to do that yet
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Just cheep box and cremate it. Or gay funreal
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I'll probably cremated, but I'm hoping that maybe some of my ashes can fertilize a flowering lilac tree
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Gay
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Yeah given our large Midwestern families we aren't going to have to plan any funeral for a while.
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Why is this a fear? Shouldn't you fear her dropping dead tomorrow since you won't have a basement to
live
in? No one to bring you tendies down there?
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Loss I guess. Loss of physical ability, loss of effort/time/money invested, loss of opportunities. Everything I touch
seems to turn to shit and it's really 
discouraging to even give a darn anymore. If hard work pays off I guess 
I was left holding the bag. I also don't internalize my accomplishments so I fear I may never 
be happy.
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Finding out I've actually been a total fricking r-slur this whole time
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Magic 8 ball, was
@676974 a giant r-slur this whole time?
Edit after the ruling: sorry buddy, it's terminal
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It's over, anhero time
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Mighty fortune cookie, can we give him parting works?
Your fortune: ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!
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My friends
ing out is a real fear
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Having this freak
as a neighbor
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I got two that I consider equally bad. The first is anything scratchy like, like a fork scratching on toast and similar noises because I think of nails doing that and being torn off. I've thought of that and hated those sounds since I was a young child.
The second is being stabbed, especially if my guts leak / hang, thinking or hearing of anything like that can give me cold sweats. I saw the one movie 1917 where it's World War One and I had idk cold sweats and couldn't focus much after seeing the German get stabbed. It wasn't graphic but just the implication of stabbing made me spooked.
And I watched reservoir dogs and in the intro where the guy was shot in the stomach I kept thinking of that and had to leave since I was feeling sick.
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Funny story about 1917
That was the first movie my husband and I saw before we started officially dating.
I wanted to take him to the movies to celebrate the start of the school year and I saw the 1917 poster. I just thought it was yet another historical drama and bought the tickets without reading the synopsis.....
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it was a drama
just the sad kind
There's a more drama-ish world war one musical movie I know of called oh what a lovely war
this song is from there, but I don't wanna link the scene since it's related to the ending. Very sad though
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It's honestly one of my favorite movies. I was expecting an all quiet on the western front ending
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Explain the dream one?
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It was a post that originally circled on Reddit years ago, about how a guy lived a great life. He married, had three kids and watched them all grow up.
One night in his twilight years, him and his wife are sitting in the living room and he looks at the lamp.
The lamp is oddly placed, the way it looks against the corner doesn't make sense.
Then he wakes up and realizes the life he lived was all a dream
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Join the lgbt ping group! https://rdrama.net/ping_groups
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