i was so ashamed of my mommy fetish and felt like no woman would accept it. after a few years of therapy & emotional growth & being off porn for a long time, yeah i still like that stuff but it's not an obsession and my desires are more well rounded and natural. i remember finally admitting to my therapist "this is the only thing that really turns me on, i feel sexually broken like i'll never be able to have a normal reciprocal s*x life with a woman, i only ever want to be mommied"