dysphoria hitting hard today

at the airport rn waiting for my flight home. people say that comparison is the thief of joy, but i cannot help but compare myself to cis women. all my life i just wanted to be like them, and yet for some reason God cursed me like this and took away something that he gives the rest of the population by default. i absolutely hate the fact that i have to fight God at every turn.

My boyfriend left yesterday and I miss him already. Luckily i had him stuff blahaj under his shirt before leaving so blahaj smells like him and i can cuddle blahaj when i get home

the reason I posted this is becuase, as stupid as it sounds, i need support and reassurance from you all. my friends/family irl dont like it when i am depressed (they have said this to my face) and so you guys are my only outlet

!cuteandvalid !women