Can we come together and help a 13yo trans kid get some bathtub HRT?

should i (13) buy HRT from my plug??

Hi. to make a long story short, i smoke weed and my plug is hella chill.

anyway I was born female but ive always pretty much known i was a dude and now that im going thruogh pueberty and growing boobs and stuff i've been really insecure. it's been like this ever since i turned 11 (when i first got my period.) i deadass hate being a "girl," it's always been an embarrassing thing to me. i cut my hair really short and i pass decently well in public until people hear my voice/look at my chest. when people hear my voice and then correct themselves it makes me feel hella gross and embarrassed and honestly i just never feel like myself.

my dad's kinda transphobic (he points out trans women who dont pass/masculine looking cis women and goes 'is that a tr*nny?') and my mom is an immigrant from communist china who honestly just finds the whole lgbtqia community strange. i haven't come out to any of them and my sister isnt shy abt making fun of me and calling me a tr*nny too cuz i cut my hair short.

anyway this brings me to the topic at hand. my plug is a transgender girl, and she offered to sell me HRT when i told her that she was the only one i came out to. she says it'd be about 150$ per bottle plus shipping and also the syringe and stuff too and idk how to come up with the money for that but i'll try my best. it honestly kills me when i see cis guys who dont even work out with bigger arms then me, and to be honest i really dont want kids. either way even if i did want kids adoption is a good option since abortions are getting banned in america. what do yall think tho??

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