A quick glance through my post history and anyone can clearly see that I am not doing okay and have not been doing okay for quite some time. I fully intended to take my own life before the end of the week.
I decided to spend what little money I have on a few pleasantries before my time came - watched a few of my favorite movies that I hadn't seen in years, treat myself to a couple nice meals, etc. I was basically doing a bucket list of “let me do this one last time.”
I remembered thoroughly enjoying Undertale when I first played it. The game is both humorous and deep with an amazing soundtrack. And it's fairly short - you can easily beat it in a single sitting or two. Seemed like the perfect “last game” to play before checking out.
I forgot just how powerful this game can be. It made me feel alive for the first time in a long time. I think I cried through the entire final hour. After feeling this way, there is no way I can bring myself to take my life now. I have determination to push on.
Thank you Toby Fox - you genuinely saved my life.
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me too but kenshi
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I want to wear your skin.
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life's rough but at least you aren't an amputated toothmonger captured by cannibals.
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