I feel like I have to be the prettiest girl my FP has ever seen so that he will love me. It gives me a sense of control; I cannot stop him from leaving me on read or pursuing other girls, but if I'm pretty enough then maybe he won't want to. My personality is nothing special; people like me generally (before the BPD comes out) but it's not enough to make someone love me. I have no special interests or talents. I am smart but nothing extraordinary, and my mental illness hinders me career wise. I feel like the only thing I have going for me is my looks, and I need to be the most gorgeous person to even have a chance of being loved by my FP. I know my FP and others find me attractive but I can't even enjoy that. He still leaves me on read/dates around/doesn't talk to me for days so I NEED to be the MOST attractive and it's exhausting
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lol i do that too when my wife longposts
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some other BPD
Miss :
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The frick does FP mean?
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Favorite person. I think it's the person BPDs obsess over or something
https://www.choosingtherapy.com/bpd-favorite-person/
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Holy frick I'm glad I'm married. I don't miss the foids put out. Now at least if it happens I can talk to her in person and skip the god darned novels
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She's gunna die alone and blame men
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Snapshots:
undelete.pullpush.io
archive.org
ghostarchive.org
archive.ph (click to archive)
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