Like holy hells you guys this channel is like the rings of a tree stump in how uncanny it follows the grooming of girl into being a transman, and their eventual struggle and unhappyness with being trans, and their eventual detransition.

Looks like an FtM trans dood as they were very young

According to the channel, they are currently 24.

Which means she came out at 16, and began taking testosterone.

Even commenters talk about how it is in hindsight. Lots of lovebombing and echochambers ect

It would have been inconceivable for me to expose myself to people when i was 16

2 years later

I love Jordan peterson fatherless behaviour

by this point they are 18 and their voice is much more masculine, you would certainly mistake them for a young boy in the street, or at least a twink.

I didnt really pay attention as to why they liked Lobsterman

They call themselves Olly, and they are 19 years old at this time, they took a personality test regarding transgender attitudes

They are surprisingly a based transmedicalist and not an AGP tard, I like this individual unironically. Which is what makes what follows tragic.

He's asking whether he's transphobic because he doesnt hold reddit r-slur views. Also he/shes a based lolbert

They state they are 20 at this point and very aimless and feel without purpose, they state they started to study theology, and have been suffering mental depression and uncertainty about their transition They don't say it outright, but its clear that they have had extreme uncertainty regarding their gender identity, and clearly these are the grassroot thoughts which would develop years later into their tradition

Olly literally state they have been feeling without guidance and find their other woke fools to have unfufilling morals and guidance, and literally desire a religious compass

They state they actually believe in god, but pretended to be atheist to fit into woke crowd. They go on to state that the very restrictions of religiousity gives their life meaning, clearly they have a deep unhappiness.

for the next two years they post videos about general life, but its clear they are in even more identity based pain, and struggles with their ideals in their transition.

Finally the nuke drop!!

Lmoa, they detransitioned into a turbo christian tradwife

At this point in their lives they are 22 years old. And ooooof their story is saaad.

The video is split between their feelings of doubt and uncertainty about being actually transgender.

They state they felt relief when they finally transitioned at 17/18 years, but they finally began to have doubts in 20/21 where they had doubts, and that their doubts itself would horrify and scare her. She says she felt incomplete and felt extreme dissonance with herself, even worse than prior to their transition, she literally gave herself dysphoria, as she was never transgender to begin with.

She also states that the lovebombing bullshit about how she was totally the same as Cismen, and knew it was BS, and that the fact that she was a manlet and couldnt gain mass in excercise.

Because she was working to some kind of goal they didn't have dissonance, but after having their voice changed to masculine and chopping of her titties, she felt hardcore dissonance

Also she was feeling hardcore regret from having chopped their breasts of.

She literally states she was semi brainwashed by the online cult, and that in retrospect she had never felt any actual physical disphoria , only "mental disphoria (her words), and that her feelings of uncertainty at 16 was because she rebelled against femininity, but that she instead of transition should have just been a tomboy!

Extreme chuddening in comments where the consensus of the commnents is that the tomboy had been brainwashed into ing out.

Anyways regardless the story at least has a happy ending, rest is boring

Went full hardcore christian tradwife mode.

She went full hardcore transmedicalist chud mode and calls out the groomer menace, in that young people are way way way to0 easily diagnosed as transgender, and that she feels extremely distanced from the mainstream trans online community whom has a very toxic hugbox

She calls out the medical community, and how absurdly easy the diagnosis is to claim someone is trans in USA

Also at least her voice has become more somewhat feminine