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>OP — you have no idea what this did for me. I have a very similar situation and I've felt so alone. I've been with my boyfriend for 10 years (since the beginning we agreed no porn boundary.) At the start of Covid in 2020, I accidentally saw him (strategically hiding it while i was in a work zoom meeting.) It destroyed me. He promised me and you know the drill. I had decided to stop worrying about it and to trust him (I figured if he messes up then it's not gonna work anyways.) We we're planning/getting closer to marriage in the next six months. Ive been on top of the world adoring him and absolutely loving my partner (thinking I'm so lucky!) I was running a bath the other day, and walked out to see if he could make me a tea. I saw the explicit Reddit video and confronted him. I suffer from mental illness as well, and I feel the same. I don't want to end the relationship, and like you said I want my best friend back. I don't think he's there anymore — I'm building my strength to leave. I hate pornography and what it has done to my best friend.
'can't believe my boyfriend was jacking off in the bathroom during covid'
I recently found out my bf of 10 years developed a PA a few months after our cat tragically passed away (very sudden, she was basically our kid since we don't want kids.) It hit both of us hard and we found different coping mechanisms
'no more kitty in the house meant my moid had to go online and look for it'
Just looking for some support as I found out about a month ago about my partner of nearly 10 years PA (cropped up as a poor coping mechanism in response to a family death about a year ago)
holy shit lmao
My best friend. My partner of nearly 10 years. I'm realizing porn addicts are truly selfish, cruel, (and ultimately SAD) people inside. I feel disgusted and hopeless about men — whether it's how society tells them they're allowed to behave or their own design I pity their lack of humanity and empathy. I just want to be free of this monster who clearly does not care how his actions impact my mental health, education, work.
straggots endure this for a crumb of kitty
imagine choosing to be straight. you may as well just rope
The piece de resistance that got me here is this one:
I'm honestly depressed that I'm straight. I have no hope for men
Literally how I feel. There is no hope for men with femoids like this. Scrotes, take the gaypill.
>Turns out this “nice guy” developed a porn addiction during covid and has been using porn as a coping mechanism for stress and grief (despite it being a clear boundary in the relationship.) An entire relationship gone, and a future gone, all because he couldn't process emotions or maybe it's because he feels entitled to objectifying women. I'll never understand.
WHY DOES MY MOID WANT TO LOOK AT NAKED PRETTY WOMEN? HE'S AN OBJECTIFIER
My personal guess?
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As usual reddit is to blame.
I love how these histrionic cows have to frame it as porn addiction since screeching at your boyfriend for jerking it to someone who isn't
isn't s*x positive lol
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I assume they're both the fattest people I've ever seen
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It's reddit, you don't need to assume
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Acting like her husband is a heroin
addict 
weeks 
from death.
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White-tar heroin.
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"I've been with my boyfriend for 10 years"
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There's the problem, the libido gap claims another relationship
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Girls will laugh at the "i can fix him" meme and then spend 6 years in a relationship with a guy who jacks it to influencer selfies that gives them an orgasm biennially.
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Oh thank god I'm gay. Me and my ex would send each other porn
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Like what
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lmao its so over for biofoids
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!coomers this coomer became porn addicted after losing his Marsey.
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“These actions that I knew nothing about until I snooped and harangued you about it, and which nobody else is directly involved in, are HARMING ME and you just don't care”
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holy fricking kek
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I'm thinking the implied subtext is that she stopped having s*x after the cat died.
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Assuming this isn't
, I feel bad for this poor dude. Touch-starved, and probably not getting any, yet their women expressly forbid them from porn. Why do foids do this? Why do moids do this to themselves? 
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Snapshots:
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I recently found out my bf of 10 years developed a PA a few months after our cat tragically passed away (very sudden, she was basically our kid since we don't want kids.) It hit both of us hard and we found different coping mechanisms:
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Just looking for some support as I found out about a month ago about my partner of nearly 10 years PA (cropped up as a poor coping mechanism in response to a family death about a year ago):
undelete.pullpush.io
ghostarchive.org
archive.org
archive.ph (click to archive)
My best friend. My partner of nearly 10 years. I'm realizing porn addicts are truly selfish, cruel, (and ultimately SAD) people inside. I feel disgusted and hopeless about men — whether it's how society tells them they're allowed to behave or their own design I pity their lack of humanity and empathy. I just want to be free of this monster who clearly does not care how his actions impact my mental health, education, work.:
undelete.pullpush.io
ghostarchive.org
archive.org
archive.ph (click to archive)
I'm honestly depressed that I'm straight. I have no hope for men:
undelete.pullpush.io
ghostarchive.org
archive.org
archive.ph (click to archive)
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