Histrionic foid screams at gay men. It's not very effective.

I made this rant because I was basically ganged up on and forced to leave another mlm subreddit because I’m trans. I left the subreddit and blocked the people who initiated it all, but I still wanted to be angry and I don’t really have an outlet for that at all so I came here. Yes I lashed out, yes it was unfair. I don’t really care if you think I’m an butt for writing this, I needed to let it out at the time and even if it’s selfish I did find a lot of the responses really positive and helpful, so thank you for that. I know my message got really muddled with my personal anger, but basically all I wanted to say was that trans men are real men and we vary wildly on an individual level both inwardly and outwardly. Not all trans men are buttholes like me. We’re not women masquerading as men. We’re men and we always have been. Anyway I’m leaving what I initially wrote unedited below, yes I know it’s aggressive and yes I was trying to pump myself up in a moment of weakness. Doesn’t matter anymore anyway This applies to probably more than 90% of you. I’m so tired of explaining that I’m not a bottom, but primarily a top, and I don’t want ur peepee anywhere but my mouth or butt. No, I am not a “”diet-man.”” I’m literally a man, the only reason you might tell the difference is because trans male bottom surgeries are rather lackluster. Too often I see people assume that trans men are all bottoms who love being fricked in their biological s*x organ. Absolutely not, most of us do not want that ever and would much prefer being assfricked if we are open at all to bottoming. This isn’t a choice. Why would it be a choice? My life is miserable and I wish every day that I might be stricken down so that nobody has to deal with me anymore. I absolutely guarantee that I am physically stronger than most of you, dysproria is a massive motivator and though I am only a 19 I am as muscled as an avid bodybuilder because I absolutely cannot stand even an ounce of femininity in my own body. It’s not transphobic to not want to date a trans man, but you are dumb as frick if you think trans men aren’t real men. I’m twice as man as you, I had to very literally fightnto be recognized as a man. Don’t call me a woman or a fake man. You don’t have to date me but I’ll punch your fricking lights out if you call me a woman. Absolutely frick you if you think that frick off or meet up with me and discover what it feels like to be punched into next week. I’m so angry I don’t even care. Frick off if you’re triggered.

This post isn’t who I am. Don’t assume you know me from this one instance, I have more emotions than anger. I’m leaving this post here because I’m not ashamed of my anger even when I use it unproductively, and I’m here owning my mistake in lashing out indiscriminately even though this subreddit community isn’t the one that directly hurt me. This post isn’t about wanting a boyfriend either. I have a partner and while I understand why people think that’s why I made this post, it isn’t. I’m angry because I’ve been hurt. Just putting this second edit in because I’m still getting comments from people who mistakenly assume that I’m just this ball of hatred.