How can I learn physics with a Harry Potter magic style?

!ifrickinglovescience !physics I came across this post from /r/askphysics. It was probably made by some high schooler (or so I hope) and the responses were actually helpful and very wholesome . But I couldn't resist not sharing it with dramatards

I'm really disappointed that supernatural stuff isn't real and wanted to remedy my lack of a hobby with indulgence in what is beyond my awareness and 5 senses. And what I can see.

Basically cause and effect feels magical yet is obviously explainable.

Also I have a serious learning disability which makes learning in the traditional ways impossible.

My adhd requires extreme sensory variation and mental bewilderment but my autism requires being fed far less information per self taught lesson.

I'm thinking Manila parchment, colorful models, a dark wooden room to study in, and because I'm going with a magic style aesthetic to interest me more, maybe I can make a spell book, but instead of spells, I write the basic concepts of each theory I'm learning about.

Which formula is the Avada Kedavra curse? Who's physics Voldemort?