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I am 99% sure I am ADHD

The reason for this is that I went through this ADHD tips site that had multiple articles and all the tips advised were relevant to me.

Then on top of that I went through all the symptoms of ADHD and I feel like I match with 33-50% of it but then I try to remember back and feel like I was taught over time to stop a lot of my ADHD habits across my teenage years and even young adulthood.

I think my parents did a good enough job of raising me that most of my symptoms got masked to the point that I was still failing at life but still did not feel like I had some actual medical condition even if I constantly felt like something was wrong with how I was connecting to people and the world.

Anyways the other problem is that I am very good at reading books. Like I could read a 300 page book in a day across multiple days over a week when I was a kid as it made me feel good about myself and I loved fiction.

I also know loads of information about multiple fictional universes lore ( Halo, Destiny, Isaac Asimov connected universe, 40k, a few bits of warhammer fantasy ) which I realize normal people don't do.

I also appear to have a high verbal IQ as far as I can gather ( only in English though ) and a high general IQ ( I took the IQ test multiple times however so I don't know if I should count that ). I am also good at abstracting concepts but bad at math.

I require things to always have a cause and effect explanation and do have trouble falling asleep.

I also when I think tend to completely zone out the noise and sights around me. Which apparently is also an ADHD symptom as I tried this noise thing where I noticed that instead of my thoughts taking over my entire mind and functions, now with the noise I could hear the thoughts at the back of my head while still being aware of my environment. I realized that's how normies must perceive the world.

So anyways, I am almost definitely sure that I have adhd, pretty sure I would fall within the ASD segment as well due to at times having trouble with socialization due to lack of experience and being unable to comprehend how others perceive me except the things I learned via active study, and slightly confident that I have a very high IQ.

This does in terms of self diagnosis make me twice exceptional indisputably. ( First exceptional - ADHD , Second exceptional - specialized knowledge about random things but also my strong and profound r-sluration skills and ability to wordswordswords post long texts every single day without much difficulty once the anxiety went away and my great verbal memory which I displayed in earlier posts where I was able to track like 300-400+ words on the little game where that number wasn't even on the list. So my second exceptional gifts were blocked off by my anxiety and the low self esteem and difficulty focusing because of the tism. )

My question to you guys is where do I go from here.

I figured out what's wrong with me with a 90% certainly. I know the solutions. But like now can I stop trying to pretend to be like other humans or what? Do I announce every time I go into a new room that I am ADHD. Do I just work to mask way harder until I am a normie. Or should I double confirm by getting me the ADHD medication and seeing if that has an effect on me?

Thanks for your input.

Good luck to me and good luck to you.

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Get a real diagnosis :marseydoctor: and get medicated so you stop acting like a sperg. You don't need to announce shit to strangers, that's sperg :marseynullautism: thinking.

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U think giving this dude adderall will make him less of a sperg?

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you stop acting like a sperg.

Ableism

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The world belongs to my people normie. Remember it's one of us who is the richest man in the world right now.

Get a real diagnosis :marseydoctor: and get medicated

I might have to borrow some money from a friend to test the theory out. I will see what I can do. Thanks!

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The world belongs to my people normie. Remember it's one of us who is the richest man in the world right meow.

:#marseykingcrown:

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Diagnosis costs money too though.

:marseysad:

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Make your parents pay for it?

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i am not really communicative with my parents. I have been failing a few years now and I am not even sure my parents believe in uh...special needs in a nuanced way.

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C*m on your fingers and force them into your mom's kitty so she gets pregnant

:#marseythumbsup:

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@A how do I steal someones dc as punishment

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shit award

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Thank you!

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How could you do this to me?

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If you send dramacoin with the message "marseysteal" it takes the dramacoin from the user

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Nice try

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:#marseysulk:

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If you really have ADHD then the quality of your life will increase significantly.

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True, but my quality of life is already going up just by following the non medicated tips. I am afraid of turning into a medicated zombie years down the line.

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they are not that addictive and you do not need to do for long term

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hmm. I will keep that in mind.

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from my experience with stimulants I will give you some advice that helped me

0. avoid abuse. dosage alone differentiates medicine from poison. 10mg daily to 100mg daily make a heck of a difference

1. easy come, easy go. addiction to stimulants is pretty mild and while you can get some addiction quickly, you also lose it just as quickly

2. the further away, the better. if you are prone to abuse, you can have someone else to keep the stuff away from your house so you only keep for the next 2-3 days, distance is very important as the rush to reuse after the dose usually lasts for a very short time (especially in lower doses)

3. you solve your problems, not the substance. it will increase your capacity of focus and efficiency, not where you focus. you decide that. (keep following the non-medicated tips)

4. prefer to do it earlier in your day than later

5. always take them together/after eating

6. stimulants are generally toxic, you will need to take good care of your body with a healthy diet and your mind by using a neuroprotective substance like cbd after each days

7. if your goal requires creativity/imagination then ritalin/adderall won't cut it, choose to microdose molly instead (10-30mg daily)

8. don't use every day. take a break every now and then for 2-3 days

9. prepare a clear map of how long you will take, how much and for what exact purpose (also have clearly defined goals and objectives) and stick to it


long story short if you are not a complete brainless r-slur and by keeping the dosages low it is nearly impossible to go wrong, or trainwreck on either rita/amp/mdma

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Yeah...I think I am just going to stick with breathe better to stay calm and listen to at least one motivational video each day of a type that works for you.

The tips are good, but I have already seen the un ADHD addiction kick in for people I know.

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still unemployed then?

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