The reason for this is that I went through this ADHD tips site that had multiple articles and all the tips advised were relevant to me.
Then on top of that I went through all the symptoms of ADHD and I feel like I match with 33-50% of it but then I try to remember back and feel like I was taught over time to stop a lot of my ADHD habits across my teenage years and even young adulthood.
I think my parents did a good enough job of raising me that most of my symptoms got masked to the point that I was still failing at life but still did not feel like I had some actual medical condition even if I constantly felt like something was wrong with how I was connecting to people and the world.
Anyways the other problem is that I am very good at reading books. Like I could read a 300 page book in a day across multiple days over a week when I was a kid as it made me feel good about myself and I loved fiction.
I also know loads of information about multiple fictional universes lore ( Halo, Destiny, Isaac Asimov connected universe, 40k, a few bits of warhammer fantasy ) which I realize normal people don't do.
I also appear to have a high verbal IQ as far as I can gather ( only in English though ) and a high general IQ ( I took the IQ test multiple times however so I don't know if I should count that ). I am also good at abstracting concepts but bad at math.
I require things to always have a cause and effect explanation and do have trouble falling asleep.
I also when I think tend to completely zone out the noise and sights around me. Which apparently is also an ADHD symptom as I tried this noise thing where I noticed that instead of my thoughts taking over my entire mind and functions, now with the noise I could hear the thoughts at the back of my head while still being aware of my environment. I realized that's how normies must perceive the world.
So anyways, I am almost definitely sure that I have adhd, pretty sure I would fall within the ASD segment as well due to at times having trouble with socialization due to lack of experience and being unable to comprehend how others perceive me except the things I learned via active study, and slightly confident that I have a very high IQ.
This does in terms of self diagnosis make me twice exceptional indisputably. ( First exceptional - ADHD , Second exceptional - specialized knowledge about random things but also my strong and profound r-sluration skills and ability to wordswordswords post long texts every single day without much difficulty once the anxiety went away and my great verbal memory which I displayed in earlier posts where I was able to track like 300-400+ words on the little game where that number wasn't even on the list. So my second exceptional gifts were blocked off by my anxiety and the low self esteem and difficulty focusing because of the tism. )
My question to you guys is where do I go from here.
I figured out what's wrong with me with a 90% certainly. I know the solutions. But like now can I stop trying to pretend to be like other humans or what? Do I announce every time I go into a new room that I am ADHD. Do I just work to mask way harder until I am a normie. Or should I double confirm by getting me the ADHD medication and seeing if that has an effect on me?
Thanks for your input.
Good luck to me and good luck to you.
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Get a real diagnosis
and get medicated so you stop acting like a sperg. You don't need to announce shit to strangers, that's sperg 
thinking.
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U think giving this dude adderall will make him less of a sperg?
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Ableism
The world belongs to my people normie. Remember it's one of us who is the richest man in the world right now.
I might have to borrow some money from a friend to test the theory out. I will see what I can do. Thanks!
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Diagnosis costs money too though.
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Make your parents pay for it?
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i am not really communicative with my parents. I have been failing a few years now and I am not even sure my parents believe in uh...special needs in a nuanced way.
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C*m on your fingers and force them into your mom's kitty so she gets pregnant
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shit award
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Thank you!
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How could you do this to me?
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If you send dramacoin with the message "marseysteal" it takes the dramacoin from the user
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Nice try
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If you really have ADHD then the quality of your life will increase significantly.
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True, but my quality of life is already going up just by following the non medicated tips. I am afraid of turning into a medicated zombie years down the line.
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they are not that addictive and you do not need to do for long term
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hmm. I will keep that in mind.
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from my experience with stimulants I will give you some advice that helped me
0. avoid abuse. dosage alone differentiates medicine from poison. 10mg daily to 100mg daily make a heck of a difference
1. easy come, easy go. addiction to stimulants is pretty mild and while you can get some addiction quickly, you also lose it just as quickly
2. the further away, the better. if you are prone to abuse, you can have someone else to keep the stuff away from your house so you only keep for the next 2-3 days, distance is very important as the rush to reuse after the dose usually lasts for a very short time (especially in lower doses)
3. you solve your problems, not the substance. it will increase your capacity of focus and efficiency, not where you focus. you decide that. (keep following the non-medicated tips)
4. prefer to do it earlier in your day than later
5. always take them together/after eating
6. stimulants are generally toxic, you will need to take good care of your body with a healthy diet and your mind by using a neuroprotective substance like cbd after each days
7. if your goal requires creativity/imagination then ritalin/adderall won't cut it, choose to microdose molly instead (10-30mg daily)
8. don't use every day. take a break every now and then for 2-3 days
9. prepare a clear map of how long you will take, how much and for what exact purpose (also have clearly defined goals and objectives) and stick to it
long story short if you are not a complete brainless r-slur and by keeping the dosages low it is nearly impossible to go wrong, or trainwreck on either rita/amp/mdma
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Yeah...I think I am just going to stick with breathe better to stay calm and listen to at least one motivational video each day of a type that works for you.
The tips are good, but I have already seen the un ADHD addiction kick in for people I know.
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still unemployed then?
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a few people keep trying to hint I have stuff like this
but I just go on thinking that I'm the normal one for not caring
obsessing over neurodivergence is a mental prison and a race to the bottom
allowing a souless system of try to tune you up according to it's standards is dumb
this system is endless confusion, they change the definition of autism every 15 years or so
the industral revolution and it's consequences...
Don't fall for the "total unmasking neurodivergence liberation" movement that's online those ppl are nuts and starting a cult
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I need the diagnosis not to have a disease but to better find a cure.
Even if I don't have ADHD the ADHD tips are useful to me so I will just follow those to improve my own lot in life.
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ADHD is really just naturally low dopamaine levels. Almost all symptoms go away when dopamaine is increased through natural or artificial ways. Look up the book, hunter in a farmers world (i think its what its called) for more info. Its about origin of ADHD, as adaptment to hunting lifestyle over farming.
Btw, I like the cat next to your username!!!! Very powerful statement on the importance of cats in society!!!!
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ADHD isn't real, and the reason medication "works" is that methamphetamine is great, not that it's doing something special to you specifically.
You're normal bro.
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Wrong. Research has outright shown that there is a difference between how people with ADHD and people without ADHD react to certain drugs.
This discrepancy in behavioral reaction wouldn't exist if ADHD wasn't a real condition.
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Real men only trust what they can touch and feel. Science is propaganda for people who want to pretend to be smart.
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U r slur
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Is that a yes or no about the ADHD question?
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What adhd?
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The post I wrote.
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What post?
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alright. Have a good day.
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You don't have ADHD.
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what makes you so sure? What do you think i have?
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You wouldn't be typing longposts.
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I know I thought about that too but when I checked the list half the symptoms made sense.
I am guessing that in some cases the tism makes up where the ADHD fails.
My second theory is that I am twice exceptional. So when it comes to English writing I excel but the moment you put me in any other environment the ADHD starts showing in its full diversity.
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Because most of your reasons are down to a lack of understanding of other people.
Most people have deep specialised knowledge of things they like. For example, you say you know a lot about fictional settings. How many football players can you name? And yet a lot of people who can't tell you anything about halo could absolutely talk for ages about the transfer market. You just didn't see that because you don't care about it.
Congratulations on today being the day you find out literally everyone has as rich and complex a mind as you do.
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Do...could you re read that and think it over once. Thank you.
As per your own diagnosis I am 26 and I still cannot read people. You really believe that is saying nothing abnormal about me?
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It's entirely normal to be a midwit
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i forgot to mention but you shoud try to get medicated for benzos they will literally fix everything. not a single thought on valium when ive had it
literally no idea how it would react with adhd but its probably fine right?
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ah no I am touchy about drug experimentation. I don't like authority figures but I like the structure that rules provide as long as they make sense.
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The rules dont make sense since when does common sense tell you to provide amphetamines to children?
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I mean the results determine the course of action not the feelings.
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that is just the idea that the ends justify the means reworded. The same people who control the world use that attitude to justify their own abhorrent plans and behavior.
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I mean that is always the last option and it is supposed to be the last option.
The first option is do it the nicest way that everybody likes and that works.
The second options is do it in a way where nobody is happy because they didn't get what they wanted but it still made things better.
The third option is to stop worrying about what people think and just get the job done.
The fourth option is to not care about right and wrong and do whatever you want because you want to do it. It's not about making anything better, just getting what you want.
The best thing you can do is to keep the worst options further and further down the list.
That's why intelligence is important, so that you can keep adding more and more options on the good side of the list before reaching the bad parts.
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found the incel
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the real trick is to get both benzos and amphetamines
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I don't want to fry my brain though? I heard over the years it fries your brain? Is that true?
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yeah most psychoactive meds will absolutely frick you over longterm. Can't say all because I am not a qualified doc, but assume that they will all have some side effects.
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Yeah I can't do that. My highly active mind is the one thing I got going for me when it gets on the right track. i won't make it without it.
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Getting diagnosed won't help with anything unless you want to get on medication. I think that shit should be avoided at all costs but it's your life not mine.
Just be a sperg. Try to find a spergy hobby so you mostly interact with fellow spergs. They will be less judgemental because they too will just be happy you're willing to tolerate them.
You're not gonna be able to hide it and medication will just make it so you care less that other people notice. So just
yourself.
If you're capable of that, yes.
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Why do you think the medication should be avoided? Yeah, I too would like to not be diagnosed with weird r-slur (tm)
But I also want to be a member of society and have an actual future.
I live in an East Asian adjacent culture where saving face matters.
If I was capable of that would I be a rdrama poster?
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I have seen the drugs people get from their therapists turn them into mindless zombies. I'd rather be depressed than r-slurred. Adderall is the only one I don't see doing that but they get brain fog after a few years just like recreational stimulant enjoyers.
I don't have enough experience with this to tell you not to worry about it, but I can tell you that your written English is better than most native speakers. I'd imagine you could find work as a translator or tutor in an English speaking country. You'll catch some strange looks for being an immigrant, but it'll also cover for a lot of your idiosyncrasies.
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I agree. I don't want to lose my thinking abilities.
I don't want that. Alright no drugs for me. I brute force the cure by living method.
Thank you for the compliment.
Maybe that is what I will try for. Give the English immigration paper then apply to be an English teacher abroad. I will keep it in mind as one of my backups.
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look ive had a few beers and no food, so obviously im hella frickin qualified for this
do you ever binge something for a few days and put like 30 hours in 3 days? difficulty with eye-contact?
you probably have the 'tism
at least to an extent, what about socializing in person? thats a pretty decent chunk of it
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He doesn't have autism
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clearly i need more alcohol
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What makes you so sure? Explain yourself.
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I checked out the same 40k lore subreddit every single day across two to three years does that count?
No I have never in my life done anything continuously for 30 hours in 3 days except for that one time I learned to type around 60 to 70 words per minute over the course of a few days and that other time I tried to play continuous chess over multiple days until I had a mini breakdown because rank no go up because that's not how you learn chess. So yeah I do sometimes feel so guilt about the slow rate of change that I hyper fixate on completing a single thing that doesn't make me nervous or anxious.
I had difficulty with eye contact yes. I keep working on it every single day. I am almost as good as a normie at it now as I keep getting better at simulating outside perspectives.
I don't really socialize in person due to not having people around to socialize much with. I have tried to socialize far more now but I am only able to approach people when I have a function or action in mind or to assist them in some way. I have gotten better at it with practice. Right now I check on some neighbors exactly once a week on a sort of stable schedule and have specific dates once a week or once a month to contact and speak with friends across time.
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(should have reworded, i meant 30 hours over 3 days or so)
yeah this is reinforcing autism being likely to me, i mean shit, obviously everyone is different, but i do get those same issues as a diagnosed sperg. (tho isnt there overlap with adhd/tism? idk)
would definitely look into it eventually though, even if it ends up just being adhd just getting on meds would probably make a huge change
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There is.
True.
I would have liked to have enough earnings before hand before getting myself the diagnosis but maybe I just need to take the bullet and get the diagnosis first, the medicine to normie brain me so that I can then unfrick life enough to succeed even from where I am standing.
If I can improve myself every single day being an unmedicated sperg, I am very confident if you gave me the normie inducing medication you could max out my ubermenschen nature.
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if you have autism its already too late.
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I have developed enough self awareness to realize I have had women fall out of love with me as they realized that I had nowhere to push for the next step in a way that made sense. The tism really becomes visible once you go into personal life section and forming strong intimate bonds.
I am surprisingly likeable on a 1 to 1 basis though at least with the friends who hung around.
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unironically blame your parents
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Why?
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autism is not acquired. Its congenital, probably genetics and/or exposure to some nasty chemicals, I wonder why the rate of autism is increasing alongside neurodegenerative disease
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I dont even have an opinion but this part
Kinda says autism to me. Im not a professional but the lack of social interaction and the reluctant highly scheduled socialization is what I would imagine autism is (even tho ive never looked into)
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I have to set up interaction dates because a lot of my friends are not available for day to day video calls they have busy lives.
i like getting along with people, I don't like being around people unless I know they actually enjoy my company.
Yeah as I said in my self diagnosis, gifted adhd autism mix but like all three at the lower to mid dose side of the spectrum.
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yea ur not a complete sperg but u got a healthy peppering. also
thats up for debate isn't it
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I can words words words post better than almost any other person except Kaamrev can't I.
Also I do imagine you have to be honestly gifted to be able to be a sperg and still be able to actively improve yourself bit by bit.
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improve yourself according to who
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Am I improving in life?
!slots100
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According to me and the fact that my words posting has continued to reach increasing coherence over time if you go through my posting history and my daily life goals keep and day to day routine keeps scaling up.
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You don't say anything and keep going.
ADHD can easily be overcome by dedication - even without medication.
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I want to believe
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Also I'm sure you have already specified this elsewhere but can you quickly summarize your objective(s) of your current self-improvement plan? What is the end game? Job, wife?
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Food Women and self improvement.
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What the frick is wrong with you. If this is a joke, this is not funny at all, and if anyone of you find this funny, you should be ashamed. I'm sure you are all just a bunch of fat, lonely, fatherless fricks that think making “edgy jokes” and annoying people is funny and makes you unique. You are all sick fricks, I really hope that when you die (pls let that be soon by keep yourself safe), the only thing that waits for you is the darkest pit of heck and eternal suffering. Now go cry with your moms, oh shit, i forgot, she doesn't even want to see your face because she is so fricking disappointed of the child she gave birth to and raised. Good thing she is going to have another, and spoiler alert, the father is me. Frick you.
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Have you considered snorting vyvanse and gooning to sissy hypno?
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no
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I actually have unmedicated ADHD that has been getting worse lately. Best thing is to write down all the BS in your head then focus on one thing at a time. Make daily todo lists. Stop scrolling social media. You are your mind, you can force yourself to think any way you want.
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Been doing that too.
Only caveat I would add is over a long enough period of time which is different for individuals anybody can.
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Yeah you just gotta actively work on focusing your mind everyday. Not easy but it'll get better overtime. At least in the US getting on addreall isn't an option thanks to the shortage.
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True. Even spergs can master being still but it takes years of active practice. ( Based on personal anecdote )
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definitely
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Can't right now. I gotta do the tips instead.
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That's kind of impossible, I advise you to check out "A First Course in Abstract Algebra" by John B. Fraleigh
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I will look into it in the coming weeks. Thanks!
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adhd isnt real
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False.
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Math is literally the purest form of abstraction. You're not good at abstraction.
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I am good at verbal abstraction and philosophy and stuff.
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If you were actually good at that you'd be good at math.
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I was good at math then I missed a grade then never recovered.
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I am 100% sure I don't give a shit lmfao get dunked on
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There's nothing a good dose of pentobarbitals can't fix
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I don't know what that is
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