Did something called a victims' perspective panel over Skype the afternoon. Super self conscious at the moment.

For my DUI sentence they had me have a Skype call where I talked to people 1 on 1 who had lost family members to drunk drivers. I was super nervous and pounded a bunch of beers before it started. My memory is foggy but they kept having me switch from person to person like it was Omegle and I kept getting nexted.

When it started I thought I was watching a video recording because the guy had a whole monologue ready. It seemed like a recording and I thought I was only on screen for a proctor to verify that I had watched the video. I was drinking cider off screen and the guy eventually said, "you keep duckin away there. Are you checkin your phone or somethin?" I realized it was live and apologized 😭.

There is something in my email saying that I'll get the answer to whether I have completed the victims' perspective panel within the next few days. It's probably fine but I'm kind of nervous because my memory of the whole thing is so vague.