man liking women who kick butt but i had to be born with a vagina

okay i am straight. heterosexual. i love women. i worship women. i breathe women. my god how much i love women. id genuinely be a slave of one if i got the chance. i am easily manipulated by women in fact. they are my kryptonite. i am ready to establish the matriarchy if it means that i get to serve womens whims. anyway. i cannot get into a relationship with one. :marseyselfflagellation:

i see like genuinely bad (and kind of ugly) dudes getting into relationships with girls and i cant help but have that pathetic little 'nice guy itch' at the back of my head. we get it you have a peepee, how lucky you are to have one! :marseyraging:

im not even saying that im a good partner. im inexperienced, clingy, awkward, jealous and overprotective :marseyshy4: but i have genuinely seen SO MUCH WORSE. there was a guy that literally said SLURS, and made HITLER JOKES but somehow he still managed to get into a relationship with ANYONE, let alone a girl. :marseyrage:

genuinely, the only women willing to talk to me are either gay, much older than me, taken or literally are not interested in dating in general. :marseycry:

i swear if i tried confessing to a straight girl shed think im a lesbian. im not saying because i am pessimistic and have a bad opinion of them but cause many girls demonstrated that they dont see me as a guy (or im just in the closet in some cases). :marseyoverseether:

add several heartbreaks to all that and id probably be an incel, except my love of girls is stronger than that. checkmate. :marseyitsover:

anyways just kind of wanted to vent this shit unbearable :skull:

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Jakayla she/bitch An educated, strictly organic, ortho molecular aware patriotic princess 3mo ago #6209963

Found 4 Lottershe Tickets!

Could you just be a butch tomboy lesbian or are you really 100% sure you're a man?

I don't really understand gender dysphoria tbqh. The only time I wonder if I'm really a man is when sexists on here tell me I'm funny.

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DeforesterCarpathian sae/less :marseydestoryercarbine:

DM me for bussy pics. Will wear G.I. Joe thong! :!marseydestoryercarbine2:

Jakayla 3mo ago #6210089

I AM A MAN! :marseyannoyed: i won't let you take that away from me.

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Downie Big/Fren Techno 金闕玉晨天尊 , Corporate Shintoist, Descendent of Thule, Enemy of the Demiurge, Consort of Lilith DeforesterCarpathian 3mo ago #6210177 Edited 3mo ago

They call us confused despite us knowing about our actual gender since childhood, like the only reason that we're cOnFuSeD is because we're denied T and puberty blockers and have to make due in this Hellworld.