My insurance approved me for Spravato (esketamine)!!! I start tomorrow!!!
It's inhaled (a spray) and then you hang out in a room for 2 hours. They said not to listen to music with words & that it peaks at about 40 mins. You aren't allowed to drive until the next day.
I've failed maybe 8 SSRI/SNRIs in my life and I'm currently on an off label (ie really fricking high) dosage of Prozac but still having acute suicidal ideation (SI).
Ketamine is an NMDA antagonist and works differently than SSRIs. A lot of people get relief from SI immediately after the first session but sometimes it takes a couple.
I'm so happy I finally might get some relief from my despair and suffering. I am really reaching “last resort” in terms of what's available to me. I have electro shock therapy left and that's about it. Hoping this works.
Has anyone else here done it?
Edit: I'm out of benefactor awards just fyi
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I did tell my hot psychiatrist all about this place and KF and the doxxing :(
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did you at least mention your v high truescore to turn him on?
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He's hot but he's gay. :(
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how tf do u even no ur thearpists sexuality?? i swear americans are so fricking weird
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You are acting like you can't immediately tell some dudes are gay
Read what I wrote above. Now picture in your head that I put a /s at the end. Good job sweaty!
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ive met like 5 gays in my life
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lol how? You are on a website full of them
Read what I wrote above. Now picture in your head that I put a /s at the end. Good job sweaty!
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how terminally online do u have 2 be not to understand the meaning of "met"?
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No see all my friends are online. I met you all here
Read what I wrote above. Now picture in your head that I put a /s at the end. Good job sweaty!
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INVITE HIM HERE!
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I will lmao
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Tell him to be my friend
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You can fix him
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Post pics
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Why would you do that?
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He's really chill and I love him. Also had to explain why I was suicidal lol
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I think you're being a bit dramatic. If a forum full of streamer-hating a-logs found out I was mid I would merely contemplate mild self harm rather than death.
So glad you're still here queen. I mean on this site. But I guess in life too. I'm loving the doctors vs midlevels posts.
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I am already dealing with a lot of other things, this was kind of the straw that broke the camel's back. I see how it is “dramatic” but my feelings and emotions are not exactly rational right now. Glad you like my posts c:
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PICKMESHA BUTT shit...
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Frickin saved
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What was his response?
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He was really chill, hard to get a read on him. He said my doxxer was a “trash person”
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Imagine being a good looking well educated financially successful man and being on this website
I mean, other than me
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