My old psychiatrist 
was an old man who could barely hear. He had me on multiple benzos. Now he's in hospital 
and probably going 
to die. I've been assigned a new psychiatrist. She's young 
and she was like oh heck no and whittled me down to one benzo. And I only get 30 a month! Currently I get 60 to take in the morning 
and night. It's so joever I can't contemplate it. No more blacking out and knowing you still have an ample supply left. My benzo days are coming to an end.
I'm too crestfallen to even attach a Holly pic.
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I haven't tried a benzo before, how nice are they?
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They make you r-slurred.
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They're brillant! They ruined my entire fricking life and I didn't even mind one bit, in fact I enjoyed every second.
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Whether or not you enjoy them recreationally kinda depends on your personality . They don't really do that much for me unless I'm coming down from stimulants so I was never really into them as a drug in and of themselves. I suspect that you're more likely to enjoy taking them/become addicted to them if you're a generally anxious person, which sucks because they're also the most effective short term anxiety reducer.
I know a guy that got deeeeeeeep into xanax addiction for a couple years and he had always had a bit of an anxiety problem. He has his shit together now (more than I do in fact) but it was not looking good for him during that time. Many many times I thought he was going to end up doing the xanax+alcohol death combo. My own vice was always uppers, so pretty much the opposite.
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well if you actually need them and your doctor isn't r-slurred, they don't feel like anything other than a few side effects
taking more than you need or recreationally will ruin your life tho
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